Thinking of drinking SN at work

[BizarreBazaar]

When I'm the only one here in the office in the early evening. Would be better than at home. Maybe next week.

 

[s1mplem3]

You don't live alone, do you? I live alone and tried to take SN and I was scared, I just can't do it alone.

 

[BizarreBazaar]

No I don't live alone.

 

[SleepyTime]

The problem with the office is very often after everyone has gone home, the cleaning staff come through.

So you would likely be discovered.

 

[s1mplem3]

That's what I thought, but as I said to me is really hard to overcome SI when I'm alone.

 

[BizarreBazaar]

I'm not sure there's a cleaning crew that comes through here at night.

 

[FreeBIRD]

Maybe you should look for a partner in the partner megathread?

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

You don't live alone, do you? I live alone and tried to take SN and I was scared, I just can't do it alone.

I wouldn't think it twice if I lived alone. If you are not found there is a high probability of success. Wish you the best in your choice.

 

[s1mplem3]

I won't think it twice if I'd live alone. If you are not found there is a high probability of success. Wish you the best in your choice.

If I drink SN and not throw up then it's 100%, nobody finds me here.

 

[xBrialesana]

If I drink SN and not throw up then it's 100%, nobody finds me here.

There's always a chance. I was going to ask what sort of environment your work is but that really doesn't matter. You never know. It's your choice to risk it, but I wouldn't.

 

[s1mplem3]

There's always a chance. I was going to ask what sort of environment your work is but that really doesn't matter. You never know. It's your choice to risk it, but I wouldn't.

Yes, there is a chance to survive, but I meant that there is no one to call ambulance and save my life, I'm on my own.

 

[Lostnotfound]

If I drink SN and not throw up then it's 100%, nobody finds me here.

I have that issue .... I spent 31 days in my bed, didn't draw curtains or put rubbish out, not a phone call or a text or social media etc. No one noticed. my rent is paid for me and everything is direct debit. I am signed off on disability so that's all automise. no reason for any contact for months, annual gas check really! I could be laying there for months and no one would know. On the other hand you have to balance that agajnst the risk of being found

 

[xBrialesana]

Yes, there is a chance to survive, but I meant that there is no one to call ambulance and save my life, I'm on my own.

I mean there's always a chance of someone stumbling in for some reason? But I can't speak because i Don't know your work situation. But life is weird and likes to make things not work for us lol and weird things do happen

I have that issue .... I spent 31 days in my bed, didn't draw curtains or put rubbish out, not a phone call or a text or social media etc. No one noticed. my rent is paid for me and everything is direct debit. I am signed off on disability so that's all automise. no reason for any contact for months, annual gas check really! I could be laying there for months and no one would know. On the other hand you have to balance that agajnst the risk of being found

The trash people didn't even call? :( Ow! But I'm the same boat

 

[s1mplem3]

I mean there's always a chance of someone stumbling in for some reason? But I can't speak because i Don't know your work situation. But life is weird and likes to make things not work for us lol and weird things do happen

You're right, the only weird things I'd prefer to happen to me while I'm still alive are good things, a miracle I'd say.

 

[faust]

I don't know if it is a good idea, but for a person who only drank alcohol at his workplace (me) sounds great. Btw in Japanese there is such a word "karoshi" which means death from overwork, would that fit in your situation?

 

[Lostnotfound]

I mean there's always a chance of someone stumbling in for some reason? But I can't speak because i Don't know your work situation. But life is weird and likes to make things not work for us lol and weird things do happen


The trash people didn't even call? :( Ow! But I'm the same boat

Nope no one. Bins are out front, they look in them, see they are empty and carry in with their round. just made me realise how little importance I have to this world, and how I won't be missed when I am gone. It's a horrible Thing to realise not one single person in the world gives a shit

 

[s1mplem3]

I don't know if it is a good idea, but for a person who only drank alcohol at his workplace (me) sounds great. Btw in Japanese there is such a word "karoshi" which means death from overwork, would that fit in your situation?

Pfff.... I'm karoshiing whole my life and still alive.

 

[faust]

Pfff.... I'm karoshiing whole my life and still alive.

Used to work very much too, no changes in well-being.

 

[s1mplem3]

Used to work very much too, no changes in well-being.

Right? What's the point? I don't mind to work hard for my family, but for myself - no thanks, I'm not worth it.

 

[dusty boots]

What if you fail? You might vomit up some of the SN or have a change of heart at the last minute and call emergency services.

Will there be repercussions with your employment if you do not succeed?