thinking about doing it today

[transLucyd]

i'm very sad, sometimes i'm not that sad if i try to get distracted.
but that's the problem, i don't feel like i have a life or that i want to continue to do anything
i feel hopeless about everything
i'm not sure if i know how to do this properly, but i hope that if i try it will be enough
i uploaded a lot of things in my social media that i really wanted to post before i go away
just wish people could see my value in life, but apparently not...
i wish i could post more stuff about the injustices i felt more publicly, sometimes i ask if it is worthy it
maybe i'll tell a friend and she will clarify that
i just don't want people to blame my last trigger, or even this site for it
but they will do, dumb people like simple answers and refuse to accept responsibility for anything they've done

 

[Jadeith]

just wish people could see my value in life, but apparently not...

Don't mean to sound harsh or anything but - don't count on it. The only person that might have valid opinion about your value is.... you and even that's not always true as our minds love to play cruel tricks on us.
Speaking from experience - some people will tell that you are worthless, only to keep you down for their own perverted pleasure. Some will tell you exact opposite because they expect that's what you want to hear and they try to pleasure you.
Be very careful whose opinion about your worth you accept.

 

[manythanks]

wishing you peace that you are certainly deserving you are a good person and always will be no matter what