Venting Think I'm due for it soon.

[ikadasui]

There is no more reprieve. Every waking moment is just filled with regret, anger and loneliness. I hardly have the will to write it's just awful now and I want it to stop. I just want silence from the thoughts and horrors of this life.
would bash my skull against the wall if it wasn't 4am since I don't want to wake the neighbors. anything to get me "out'

 

[alonely]

I feel you. Me too. I hope you are able to find some peace soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I've personally always wished to be permanently free from everything, the only thing that appeals to me is being unable to suffer for all eternity, your feelings really are understandable as existence is just so dreadful, I hope you find what you search for.