I'm fortunate enough to have N. It'll be over in minutes. I want to do it in the comfort of my own room, with locked doors and windows, but I don't want to tramatize my housemates. I love them too much to let them see my fresh corpse. Aside from my psychiatrist, only two people know that I'm suicidal, although I think my dad is getting suspicious. He's been checking up on my more often than usual and it pains me.
I'm ranting and getting off topic again lol. I apologize.
But yes, privacy is extremely important when considering ctb. I've considered doing it in my car, parked somewhere in the park. Lots of homeless folks and people living in their car there. It won't be suspicious.
I can't believe researchers are using A.I. to prevent suicide instead of trying to figure out something new.
Also,
Really? You can't even kill youself in jail?
Society has always viewed suicide as irrational, and considered it a mental illness. The church, for example, sees it as a sin. In the past, Christians who died by way of suicide were not given a proper burial. It wasnt until a few centuries later that people began to tolerate the idea of suicide, but we're not at the point where it's socially accepted yet. I'm not sure we'll ever reach that point.
I wouldn't be surprised if our institutions are trying to prevent suicide. I don't agree with them, but that's beside the point. Unlike a psychical disability, mental health is something that cannot be seen. It is unpredictable; it frightens people; so I understand their point of view.