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Things to do on last day alive...

TheYounger

TheYounger

Aria Math
Jun 7, 2020
140
Go to this scenic place near this town...
Listen to favorite music...
Spend some time with mom and brother...
Watch a movie at the local theater....
And that's it...
"Pull the trigger"...
Go into the unknown and emptiness...
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
I plan to ctb on New Year's Eve, so my last day will mainly consist of writing my suicide letters and watching the Sydney fireworks on TV one last time before i finally ctb. In the days before i plan to have sex with a prostitute/escort (if im still a virgin) and im trying to think of other stuff i can do.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Nice!
I would like to visit my family for some hours, play with my dog, have some fun with a girl, get drunk as fuck and then just die smiling.
 
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TheYounger

TheYounger

Aria Math
Jun 7, 2020
140
ClownMe said:
I plan to ctb on New Year's Eve, so my last day will mainly consist of writing my suicide letters and watching the Sydney fireworks on TV one last time before i finally ctb. In the days before i plan to have sex with a prostitute/escort (if im still a virgin) and im trying to think of other stuff i can do.
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Wish you luck man. If only there was a way to end our lives peacefully with family at our side. Hope to see you on the other side though.
WornOutLife said:
Nice!
I would like to visit my family for some hours, play with my dog, have some fun with a girl, get drunk as fuck and then just die smiling.
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That sounds like an ideal plan. Wish you luck. Maybe we'll see each other on the other side.
Gonna end it within these next two months...
This life is just getting heavier and heavier...
No point in going on...
No gf...
Can't hold a job...
Living with mom and putting a burden on her...
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Nothing pleasant. I'd watch documentaries about child abuse & genocide to remind myself that life is hell & suppress my idiotic instinct for self-preservation
 
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TheYounger

TheYounger

Aria Math
Jun 7, 2020
140
Got to experience alot of cool things this life...
But it just seems like this is the end...
hotelbeneathground said:
Nothing pleasant. I'd watch documentaries about child abuse & genocide to remind myself that life is hell & suppress my idiotic instinct for self-preservation
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True man..
This life is so fucking unfair...
With all it's bullshit...
 
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Bergamot

Bergamot

Sorry babe i love you..
Jan 25, 2021
125
1 Return happy with my GF
2 Have fun with my friends
3 Have romantic dinner/night with my gf
 
Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
Enjoy your remaining days, dude. At the end of the day, nothing really matters if you do it. If you continue living your life, awesome, you have more adventures. If you CTB, that's cool. Everyone deserves a break. There's no judgment here.
 
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TheYounger

TheYounger

Aria Math
Jun 7, 2020
140
Pen>Sword said:
Enjoy your remaining days, dude. At the end of the day, nothing really matters of you do it. If you continue living your life, awesome, you have more adventures. If you CTB, that's cool. Everyone deserves a break. There's no judgment here.
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Thanks man.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Go somewhere very far away from large , poorly run American cities . Maybe the Grand Canyon
 
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nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
Eat chocolate cake and pizza(favorite)
Make sure all social media is permanently deleted
Shower/Shave(don't want judgement from coroner)
Clean up a little bit(don't want judgement from police and emts)
Place notes in spot where they can be seen
Drink SN:,) I know you have to fast for it but a slice of cake and pizza can't be too bad, everybody needs a last meal!
 
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TheYounger

TheYounger

Aria Math
Jun 7, 2020
140
nightnightnitrite said:
Eat chocolate cake and pizza(favorite)
Make sure all social media is permanently deleted
Shower/Shave(don't want judgement from coroner)
Clean up a little bit(don't want judgement from police and emts)
Place notes in spot where they can be seen
Drink SN:,) I know you have to fast for it but a slice of cake and pizza can't be too bad, everybody needs a last meal!
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Right on man! Your post is definitely good!
 
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nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
TheYounger said:
Right on man! Your post is definitely good!
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Thank you! Had a lot of time to think about it and I only want to do what makes me happy, I deserve that much at least in my last hours here<3
hotelbeneathground said:
You really care about that stuff?
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I have extreme ocd with body dismorphia so yeah:/ Whenever I think about how others will react to my death police and coroners always cross my mind because I know it's not easy finding a body especially one from suicide so i'm trying to do my best to make it easier on everyone:,) I also always have a fear of being judged so that will completely put my mind at ease and make it easier. It's stupid I know):
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
501
ClownMe said:
I plan to ctb on New Year's Eve
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Me too, I think it's a perfect time to ctb - like screw this, I don't wanna experience another year of this BS!

I wanna watch the fireworks, drink some whiskey and then just do it. Nothing fancy. It's time to stop stalling anyway.
 
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LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
654
As I have said previously when this subject comes up, I feel that having a final "happy" day or doing nice things would fuel my survival instinct and trick me into thinking I can have days like that all the time, when I know from experience that I can't.

I would instead normalise the decision to die, by not drawing any special attention to the day. It would be another ordinary day. I would double check that I've done everything I need to do and have my affairs in order, and then take my life at bedtime when I feel ready to fall asleep, and enter an eternal slumber.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
cheeki_breeki said:
Me too, I think it's a perfect time to ctb - like screw this, I don't wanna experience another year of this BS!

I wanna watch the fireworks, drink some whiskey and then just do it. Nothing fancy. It's time to stop stalling anyway.
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Yes! That's my logic as well.
 
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domedune

domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
268
I'm going to pig out and watch some TV.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,326
I would just be relieved that it is all over. I would probably just listen to music through headphones all day as I wouldn't be alive to experience the worse tinnitus. If I was going to jump off a cliff, I would maybe admire the view for a bit. It would be nice to experience some natural beauty so I don't leave this world full of negative thoughts.
 
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Emilia1012

Student
Apr 10, 2021
102
TheYounger said:
Go to this scenic place near this town...
Listen to favorite music...
Spend some time with mom and brother...
Watch a movie at the local theater....
And that's it...
"Pull the trigger"...
Go into the unknown and emptiness...
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Amazing !! I would give some presents to people I love, go on a walk and watch the sunset, drink good wine
 
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