eat my favorite foods
watch the sky at night
talk to him one last time( apologize for my existence)
see my cat one last time (i miss him so much)
meditate one last time (to be calm before i go)
write my funeral songs
say bye bye to tomorrow
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Take my siblings out on a day trip
Clean my room (extensively)
Wipe my browser history and pc (don't want my dad finding my porn LOL, plus parts could be recycled)
Go hang out with all my friends
Spend a good amount of time with each of my online friends
Go see my dad one last time
Hope that it results in a little bit of closure for the people I love.
I also planned to (try) to have fun before CTB and do all those crazy, reckless things, but besides not really knowing where to start, I barely even have any drive to do any of it. Hopefully that changes soon enough.
- See one of my favorite bands live (checked)
- Have a threesome (Maybe this week or next)
- Visit a country but this can't be possible. I always wanted to visit Egypt but now I can't and I'll never do it..
After that. I'm done and I think I'm ready to die.
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