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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
Fuck everything, I had a pretty advanced spiritual awakening and no one in my family can understand it because they are closed minded. Perhaps with my suicide they understand the pain that I lived all my life and that they never helped me. They have money and they think that's the most important thing, we'll see. I know that I will destroy my sister and my father will possibly die since he is very sick, but every time I talk to him I break down in tears because I see the level of ignorance they have. They think they know and they are the ones who know the least. I don't want to live for many years and yet I always resisted because I didn't want her to suffer. But not anymore, they must suffer my departure to realize that the matrix exists and they are invested in it, being slaves to it. I will no longer be a slave to the system or attachments, I will be free forever. It will happen shortly, and in this way I will open many eyes. It's not all about money, I hope the money makes her happy, but they will be left with the suicide of the youngest person in the family. Amén. And love for all ❤️
 
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lifeORdeath

Student
Oct 11, 2022
165
1 Timothy 6:10

10 ​For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
1 Timothy 6:10
They forget about love for their neighbor, trapped in their greed. I have no money and even so I want to help many people, but without family support it becomes very difficult, they remind me of the fears with which I was raised. The beliefs of fools will lead them to regret. Never stop helping someone with words or with love, let's put aside judgments that only lead to destruction.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,765
In this world some people can certainly be very self centred and arrogant. I wish you freedom from this cruel existence for when the time is right for you to leave it behind.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
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Fuck everything, I had a pretty advanced spiritual awakening and no one in my family can understand it because they are closed minded. Perhaps with my suicide they understand the pain that I lived all my life and that they never helped me. They have money and they think that's the most important thing, we'll see. I know that I will destroy my sister and my father will possibly die since he is very sick, but every time I talk to him I break down in tears because I see the level of ignorance they have. They think they know and they are the ones who know the least. I don't want to live for many years and yet I always resisted because I didn't want her to suffer. But not anymore, they must suffer my departure to realize that the matrix exists and they are invested in it, being slaves to it. I will no longer be a slave to the system or attachments, I will be free forever. It will happen shortly, and in this way I will open many eyes. It's not all about money, I hope the money makes her happy, but they will be left with the suicide of the youngest person in the family. Amén. And love for all ❤️
Understand they are not trying to hurt you. Their ignorance of how badly your hurting, is what is painful. Much love to you and all here.
 
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