Venting They hit me and hurt me but I feel guilt for reacting.

[Livingvsdying25]

My brother

My mom

My dad

All of them got physically abusive with me.

They all stole my money and coerced me out of my money and even meds.

Theyre emtional abuse pushed me to shotty things in life..


I am somewhat free lr whatever but...

I feel guilty and ashamed. In their minds I was being too loud/emtional so physically harming me was ok... or I was basically being too fucking annoying and causing them too much stress I dunno.

Thats all I've lived with and it makes me suicidal just thinking how fucked up it is.

Ugh. I dunno how to just be... the victim... like?

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Your parents gave you 100% of your genetics, and are solely responsible for your very existence. On top of this they are almost completely responsible for the way that you were moulded until age 18 (or 25, or whatever). If you were loud/emotional/annoying, then that is their fault and they should've physically abused themselves and paid you money for it.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry to hear this. Parents and sibling should never hit you, well, nobody should but unfortunately this world sucks and some people do.
Just look at it this way: you're not like them, you would never hit a depressed person who finds dealing with life something very difficult to do. That, my friend, makes you a great person.

I hope you can win this battle.

Hugs

 

[popcorn]

nothing wrong with being loud and emotional but its defo not ok for anyone to physically hurt your or steal your meds and money. if it was me id block them out of my life for at least a little while to regain some strength