they dont want you alive, they want you dead

[Surai]

And dont believe them. They want to blackmail you into giving them. all that you can and wont repay you. Even if you are the best at giving out. They wouldnt care to kick you out. In the place of another. Even if they gave birth to you. They do not care. Animals will always show themselves to you as animals. Always Always. One of the many reasons to go. Please please dont leave me.

The animals just exect an animal to continue being the animal that would in the dure. Dont let them dexide your future, That is why suicide is the beginning of an end. The universe wants to destroy you. In anyway it can. It will reach you even when younare by yourself trying to sleep. Something has to happen. To save yourself.

 

[itsoverforme303]

I fully agree. I asked someone to help me live. Give me a chance. That person made sure, over and over, that I get pushed further down. Deep into depression. Deeper. I want the pain to end.