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Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
It's telling me to hurt myself. I don't want to- I been doing so well and that's an achievement but fuck I hate my head I hate it all please just fucking stop please 😭😭😭😭
 
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CrestfallenMima

CrestfallenMima

Staring into the abyss
Dec 28, 2021
160
I have disturbing thoughts as well, I'm not sure why our own minds end up becoming our biggest haters.
I wish you the best
 
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lokabe82

lokabe82

To infinity and beyond
Jun 16, 2023
153
And you can continue to do well. You got this
 
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Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
I have disturbing thoughts as well, I'm not sure why our own minds end up becoming our biggest haters.
I wish you the best
Thank you. But I was diagnosed with psychosis.
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
914
Hang in there. You don't have to hurt yourself, despite what they're telling you. Psychosis is a bloody shit thing and I so feel for you.
 
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Elle

Elle

Specialist
Jul 9, 2023
339
Hang in there. You don't have to hurt yourself, despite what they're telling you. Psychosis is a bloody shit thing and I so feel for you.
It's torture
 
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SolomonKado

SolomonKado

This is taking too long…
Jul 4, 2023
424
I wish I could take this away from you. Pain of any kind is torture if it causes you extreme pain or discomfort. I know about pain and wouldn't want my worst enemy to feel it. Just hang in there. It will pass. I'm here if you need me😢
 
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Unknown4

Member
Nov 7, 2022
41
I know the feeling I've just been prescribed quetiapine again, are you on any antipsychotics?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,252
That must be so torturous what you have to endure, existence certainly is too cruel. But anyway best wishes.