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DiscussionTheres so much I wanted to do...
Thread starterOldGod
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It's certainly possible I suppose. It's kind of why I said I want to experience it, I don't necessarily think I'm incapable, but I suppose that's possible too.
I wanted independence from my parents. I wanted a good job, a better job. I wanted a career I wanted to be useful to society, I wanted to get shitwasted at a music festival like the good old times. I wanted to go to Coachella.
I wanted independence from my parents. I wanted a good job, a better job. I wanted a career I wanted to be useful to society, I wanted to get shitwasted at a music festival like the good old times. I wanted to go to Coachella.
All of these things are possible! What could be stopping you?? I don't mean to sound angry though. Some of these comments, I just want to grab people by the shoulders and tell them "All the things you wish for are right around the corner! You just have to try!"
All of these things are possible! What could be stopping you?? I don't mean to sound angry though. Some of these comments, I just want to grab people by the shoulders and tell them "All the things you wish for are right around the corner! You just have to try!"
I want to do the same thing with you lol, my mental condition prevents me from a lot of those things I want but the certainty is that I will at least try before catching the bus. I hope you do the same thing!
I want to do the same thing with you lol, my mental condition prevents me from a lot of those things I want but the certainty is that I will at least try before catching the bus. I hope you do the same thing!
Honestly dude, Coachella lineup isn't looking too hot but that's just my opinion. Shit, you could go to a plethora of shows and get wasted. Spread it out my man! What's stopping you?
Honestly dude, Coachella lineup isn't looking too hot but that's just my opinion. Shit, you could go to a plethora of shows and get wasted. Spread it out my man! What's stopping you?
Honestly any local music festival would do, I just wanna feel IT, you know what I mean? The music, the high, the air, the drink in my hand, the company. I don't know, I guess my own brain is stopping me huh? You know, you might've saved my life there.
Honestly any local music festival would do, I just wanna feel IT, you know what I mean? The music, the high, the air, the drink in my hand, the company. I don't know, I guess my own brain is stopping me huh? You know, you might've saved my life there.
Dude I've gone to shows alone and even made friends. Get a drink in your hand, drop some acid beforehand, whatever you wanna do. Loosen up and put yourself out there. For real man, it's that easy. You gotta fight through it. I used to be anti-social as fuck and nowadays I'm always the one to start a conversation at any event and it has gotten me into so many social opportunities that I would never have otherwise. It's all in your hands.
I wanted to:
* Find the love of my life
*Master break dancing
*Produce my own EDM music
*Be a travelling DJ
*Have my own music production studio
*have kids with love of my life
*be able to maintain a fit body
*open a non profit to help foster youth
None of it happened. Such a waste. Such a failure.
O well
its mostly the simple things. like experiencing college, a better social life, going to events with friends, my first girlfriend, making progress in the gym, etc. and maybe something like being in a band and making music. idk, so much of life i'll have missed out on. but the worst part of this all is just not ever being comfortable in my own skin, no matter what it is im doing.
I don't want to die because the pain outweighs the joy of doing what I want with my life; I want to die because I'm never going to be able to do the things I want to do with my life.
I was actually in the middle of building a new PC to play it on and was originally relieved about the delay but... The way things are looking, I don't think I'll get to play at all.
Here's a list of the things I wish I could have done:
- make real connections/friendships
- be in a loving relationship
- move to the countryside on a nice property, live close to nature, have pets/animals
- go on fun adventures (travel, bicycle touring, etc)
- find a career that would be fulfilling + give me a purpose
Most of those things seem unattainable in my current condition, so I try not to dwell on this too much because it makes me pretty upset.
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