there's not one single day i wake up without thinking about suicide

[NothingElseMatters]

it makes me comfortable, but at the same time, i don't have the courage to do it. it's weird.

 

[CommitSudoku]

Same, every day it comes to mind constantly. It's in my thoughts before I sleep. Even on a rare good day it's there somewhere.

 

[symphony]

I hear that. It seems these thoughts are always with me, even if they're somewhat obscured by lurking in the background of my mind.

 

[ineedtoctb]

From the moment I wake up til I go to sleep. It's almost always in the back of my mind now.

 

[Al_stargate]

Every day for the last 4 months. Not just thinking but contemplating. Something I could never imagine before. I'm in so much mental distress that it actually brings a smile to me sometimes.

 

[FuneralCry]

I am always thinking about suicide as it is the only thing that makes sense for me, all I want is to escape all the pain and suffering and be at peace for all eternity. When I wake up, I feel so much dread for the day ahead and I am disappointed that I did not die in my sleep. My life is so depressing. I can relate to what you are saying, as the thought of suicide can be comforting but yet I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to leave.

 

[hankbank3928]

I think about it all day. It gives me a sense of peace.

 

[Starryeyes]

Same. Every day :(

 

[Of The Universe]

Me too. For years.

 

[Life_isover128]

Same

 

[Ness]

I really relate, I can't remember when I last went a day without thinking about it.