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Lou_Charthethird

Lou_Charthethird

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Dec 19, 2025
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It sounds like just a vent, or a overreaction, but its a fact. My life is defined by things that i couldnt control, and im now stuck in a dull derealized world. I dont exist anymore. And if i did, i would be so sad that id be dangerously depressed. Meaning that any life that i would live in a best case scenario is a depression, and even that, which is something id give anything for, seems impossible. Im stuck in a hell. And i cant get out. Ive tried getting help on ending it on here but it feels as if its so easy to get ignored and clumped along with the masses. So im stuck, with no end in sight, and the end ive sought after is locked away. Id give anything for someone to just kill me.
 
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Hollowman

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Dec 14, 2021
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I've been stuck in something similar for years, it's hell. Just wanted to say I can relate.
 

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