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Utter_emptiness

Utter_emptiness

I hate myself
Dec 22, 2022
32
All I want is someone to just hold me for a bit, I am honestly exhausted and mentally drained. Yet, there is no one to call, or text, or to visit and hang out with. All I have is myself and I'm not sure I can count on it tbh. I feel so lonely and touch starved, l wish there was someone to hug me and take away this awful feeling that won't leave me alone. I wish someone can just fix me.
I wish there were answers to this stupid life.
 
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alreadyfound

alreadyfound

Member
May 17, 2026
22
I'm also so alone all the time. I have no friends, no one to text when I'm sad. It's truly the worst feeling. I'm so jealous of people who can go out with friends, comfort each other when things are bad, laugh together. And now I'm an adult, and it's too late. I've wasted my entire youth alone, I have no social experience. I don't see the meaning of life without relationships with others. But maybe one day things will get better.
 
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lilb0wpeep

Will I ever escape from this nightmare?
Mar 9, 2026
43
I wish for this everyday, I really hope that one day soon we might all be able to live with someone we care about and live a life worth living
 
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