maidens
" more dead than alive, I endure it "
- Aug 27, 2023
- 143
I don't even know how to explain how I'm feeling. at this point, recovery is genuinely impossible. I don't want to have hope for things anymore. I don't want to have interests, I don't want to dislike things, I don't want to exist. I wish I could disappear. this is such a generic vent post but I'm wording it the best I can. I genuinely can't see any hope for a future, I say that I need help rven knowing that it's impossible to help me with the way I've been. I need to ctb.