There has to be a way

[mrtime87]

There has to be a way to kill myself without resorting to throwing myself under a train.

Im guilty of neglecting my health, but God has to forgive. If Robin Williams could avoid his fate with dementia, then there's hope we all can avoid a similar fate, but I'm starting to think there is no mercy for bad people.

 

[MHCheese454]

There has to be a way to kill myself without resorting to throwing myself under a train.

Im guilty of neglecting my health, but God has to forgive. If Robin Williams could avoid his fate with dementia, then there's hope we all can avoid a similar fate, but I'm starting to think there is no mercy for bad people.

That would be nerve wracking waiting for it, but if you're directly under the train, that would be a fast way to ctb I think.

All suicide methods have risk/potential pain factors because the government is too "moral" to make assisted suicide freely accessible.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

If you're waiting on god to help you out, you'll be waiting until some insidious disease finally takes you out in old age.

 

[mrtime87]

If you're waiting on god to help you out, you'll be waiting until some insidious disease finally takes you out in old age.

I guess I'm just jealous that guys like Robin Williams can escape bad health. I know it's wrong to say, but why do some people find a way to pass on their own home, while others cannot?

Ive tried the belt in the doorframe but I don't even blackout or cough.

I swear if I could get a gun this would all be over.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I guess I'm just jealous that guys like Robin Williams can escape bad health. I know it's wrong to say, but why do some people find a way to pass on their own home, while others cannot?

Ive tried the belt in the doorframe but I don't even blackout or cough.

I swear if I could get a gun this would all be over.

If your hope hasn't died, you'll never be able to ctb. Robin Williams had a lot of other struggles going on for a long time. The diagnosis probably just killed the last remnants of hope he had left. "Last straw" kind of thing. We all have our breaking points. Some reach theirs easier than others do. Some will never reach theirs no matter how much shit comes their way. Killing all hope is a real bitch sometimes.

 

[mrtime87]

I've lost all hopes it's just that my method of hypoxia with argon failed.

I wasn't expecting that. :(

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I swear if I could get a gun this would all be over.

I would think that gun requires just as much, if not more, will to overcome survival instinct as being run over by a train.

 

[mrtime87]

I would think that gun requires just as much, if not more, will to overcome survival instinct as being run over by a train.

Yes but it would be easier to put a barrel in my mouth and at least know I had control over when I could pull the trigger.

A train requires perfect timing and the rest of decapitation. With a gun, I could just take drugs and at least use that to overcome SI.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Yes but it would be easier to put a barrel in my mouth and at least know I had control over when I could pull the trigger.

A train requires perfect timing and the rest of decapitation. With a gun, I could just take drugs and at least use that to overcome SI.

Then why not just jump? Finding high elevation should be easier than finding a gun.

 

[mrtime87]

Then why not just jump? Finding high elevation should be easier than finding a gun.

There's a bridge I've thought about but it's part of the expressway and I don't have a vehicle. I would have to walk up the ramp to get there and I'm pretty sure the police would be called by then.

It's not out of the question, it's just the logistics.

 

[-Toplox-]

There has to be a way to kill myself without resorting to throwing myself under a train.

Im guilty of neglecting my health, but God has to forgive. If Robin Williams could avoid his fate with dementia, then there's hope we all can avoid a similar fate, but I'm starting to think there is no mercy for bad people.

If he's up than he'll forgive us man i believe that

 

[mrtime87]

Sadly being forgiven doesn't change our circumstances

If he's up than he'll forgive us man i believe that

 

[kvsvenky100]

Why don't you try SN or CO or Opioids?

 

[FuneralCry]

I really wish there's a straightforward accessible method for me, it'd bring me peace and relief from all the suffering. It's so immensely cruel and horrific to me how people resort to brutal suicide method options as they are denied the option to exit painless methods. But anyway I hope you eventually find what you search for, best wishes.