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JSauter

Experienced
Oct 14, 2019
207
I'm of two minds here:

If I use SN, am found and am rushed to the hospital, the doctors would be less likely to successfully revive me in all of the chaos - which is good. However, if my situation would partition and prioritize away attention and equipment from someone who needs it and wants to live because i'm younger and more healthy, that would be horrible and horrific.
 
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GiveUp

GiveUp

Suicidal Spinster
Feb 18, 2020
70
Tbh, no. If we are near to apocalypse I want to watch it.
Me too. For the first time in 10 months, my suicidal thoughts have lifted. I'm fascinated by what's going on. It's awful and terrible and I never thought I would witness anything like this in my lifetime because I am from a part of the world that does not have war on its territories. It's macabre (isn't everyone on this forum macabre?!) but it's fascinating to watch something like this unfold. It engulfs everybody. We are all isolated. It's like a war but we have no weapons pointing at other countries. It's such an odd experience.
Exactly this. I can't possibly use up police and maybe NHS resources whilst they are so stretched
Absolutely. I understand the stress of living when you dont want to but right now would really be a selfish time to do it. I hate how media calls suicide selfish (because under normal non-pandemic circumstances, suicide is not a selfish act but it is selfish to force the person to continue to live when they dont want to) but right now, it would be selfish to do it.
 
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Iloveyouall

Iloveyouall

Mage
Feb 12, 2020
501
Dejo esta canción italiana en el fondo.

I always thought of suicide, but it was much more consistent at 11 when I suffered from Bullyng. Every once in a while I cut myself. 1 week ago, my country was quarantined, the only times I was happy was when I could go for a walk, meet friends, and have fun. Now you can't, being locked down depresses me too much. Now I know that a great global economic crisis is beginning and my future is most likely in ruins. I am not from a poor family, I could say that I am from the upper middle class, but my family has had financial problems and with the coming crisis I will not be able to take it anymore. Everything will go very wrong. My biggest fear is dying in pain right now if I call 911 in my country, no one answers me, so if I have an accident or something akin to appendicitis, I will die slowly and painfully. I I can not resist

Ah SUICIDIO! Ma penso che valga la pena di andare!

Thank you for sharing that song, it's very good. I hope you'll be safe.
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Rethink a suicide? Why switch the responsibility from me to fate of my life and death if I can only rely on myself. Complete insanity is what awaits me if I stay here. We were born out of chaos, we will plunge back into chaos after death. If some events can be avoided, then why not? Why expect someone to help you and suddenly manna from heaven will sprinkle on you. In my case, this is not possible. People in casinos lose fortunes thinking they will be lucky right there right now. I lay down my arms and leave, I cannot risk anymore.
 
JohnUK

JohnUK

Student
Feb 15, 2019
147
The world situation has not made me rethink suicide … just makes me think … god, I wish I had done it sooner.
:aw:


I'm afraid of heights but Beachy Head looks like a beautiful place to CTB. I've seen other pics of it and I think I have watched drone footage of it before.
I was watching a program on NatGeo and I think they were filming there. Are there fossils there ??

Not to sure to be honest. I would of thought so considering its a beach
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,326
Not to sure to be honest. I would of thought so considering its a beach


I was thinking that after I asked the question and thought that was stupid to ask. It looked like that was where they were but they didn't call it Beachy Head.
 
JohnUK

JohnUK

Student
Feb 15, 2019
147
I was thinking that after I asked the question and thought that was stupid to ask. It looked like that was where they were but they didn't call it Beachy Head.
There is another place a little further up called birling gap. Still with the high cliffs