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deathisnear
Experienced
- May 23, 2021
- 284
The walls are closing in y'all. It's overtaking my mind. I've run across a few people who really support my decision outside of this forum even and it's reinforced everything for me, I know I will hurt some people and that has kept me here for years, but that is slowly going away and I am only focusing on ctb. I've never felt closer and it feels so good. I know I have things to do, write notes etc, which is still overwhelming to me, but this is my only way out and my only way to peace. I feel it coming and I accept it and it will hopefully be great and instant in the next few months or so.