ninfanatic
please kill me
- Jul 3, 2024
- 66
beginning: 10/25/24, about 9:30pm
ct: 11:09pm
i may receive comments discouraging or trying to discourage me from using this method. however, it is my preferred method from both an emotional and spiritual perspective. i have much experience with general water and dry fasting, and am confident in my ability to successfully "ctb" through used.
i have, in short, wanted to do this since i was about twelve. i feel it was something that was going to happen eventually. although i am slightly frightened, it is something i've made my mind up on. death is something that people are naturally frightened of. i am impoverished, alone, and, quite essentially, doomed, should i continue to go on.
i will likely pass away in during the first week of december. if i determine that i need to smoke in order to alleviate both hunger and nerves, i'll most estimately be gone on halloween.
i wish all the best here. this is something i both desire to do and need to do. there is no other way, and any other way would take a lifetime to accomplish. there is an ache in my chest and stomach that has been living there for a long time.
i will update this thread periodically. much love, and my gratitude for the existence of a forum as this is insurmountable.
ct: 11:09pm
i may receive comments discouraging or trying to discourage me from using this method. however, it is my preferred method from both an emotional and spiritual perspective. i have much experience with general water and dry fasting, and am confident in my ability to successfully "ctb" through used.
i have, in short, wanted to do this since i was about twelve. i feel it was something that was going to happen eventually. although i am slightly frightened, it is something i've made my mind up on. death is something that people are naturally frightened of. i am impoverished, alone, and, quite essentially, doomed, should i continue to go on.
i will likely pass away in during the first week of december. if i determine that i need to smoke in order to alleviate both hunger and nerves, i'll most estimately be gone on halloween.
i wish all the best here. this is something i both desire to do and need to do. there is no other way, and any other way would take a lifetime to accomplish. there is an ache in my chest and stomach that has been living there for a long time.
i will update this thread periodically. much love, and my gratitude for the existence of a forum as this is insurmountable.