Discussion the urge to go now is almost driving me crazy

[cantwaittoleave]

I settled that i would wait until after my dog passed to go. but that could be years and frankly im tired now. my mind is affecting my body now. for days i had no appetite, so i didnt eat, and now i feel nauseous as well as having frequent trips to the bathroom. i feel like my body is protesting staying. i cant handle the way life is. what is there to even wait for. my dog will be fine.
i just want to hurry and choose a method and be done. but i want it to be painless and successful. i don't know how.
i'm just tired of being so alone.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also just wish to be free from it all, to never suffer ever again is all I personally hope for. But anyway I wish you the best.