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Proximity

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TL;DR: The veterinarians in Cuzco told me that due to people CTBing with N they don't sell it anymore and their providers also stopped supplying it.

So, I recently just was in Cuzco, not because of my immediate wish to CTB but regular travels. Nonetheless, since I eventually want to use N at some point I still tried acquiring it. I am pretty white but fluent in Spanish.

I went to about 10 veterinarians from the street in the PPEH, and none of them sold me N. In fact, one time I went in, asked the lady at the counter and someone else from across the store heard the H-word (the local N brand) and immediately just shouted "NO". So, I asked a few of the more casual seeming shopkeepers. One told me that their suppliers don't ship it anymore. Someone else said that foreign people used it to CTB, and this was noticed in a nearby hospital. He continued that some drama happened and a store was even closed. This happened half a year ago. Perhaps some stores would still have it, but if I wasn't rejected immediately they would ask for a prescription, so it seems difficult. I even put 200 USD on the table at a few after they told me no initially and they seemed unfazed.

I didn't try all the stores because some were closed already and since I wasn't desperate to find it. However, somebody else here said they recently found it in Cuzco, just for multiple hundred dollars, so it is not impossible.

As depressing as it is for me to have my plans distorted, and the best source of N according to the handbook apparently closed down, it is not surprising to me since the shopkeepers seem to know that foreigners buy it to CTB and they probably do not think it's worth losing their shop over a little bit of money.

On a side note, I also tried acquiring it in La Paz, Bolivia, and they also insisted on a prescription, even when directly offered a bribe. In fact, I even went to El Alto, which seems extremely poor and sketchy, and no luck there either. The situation is dire. Why does the world have to make it so painful for us?
 
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imOK

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Man, wonder what put that amount of fear into them. They're obviously afraid to be hold criminally responsible. It is amazing to me to what lengths those in control go to keep control over the people that refuse this existence. It is so clear to me that this is not coming from a place of compassion now.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,304
nembutal , assisting in suicide, suicide booths etc should be available for purchase to anyone at least over age 18 on the internet , through apps , websites etc. a few clicks and i'm done . but no government creeps made this world into an even worse prison by making all those into crimes

government monsters stole our right to move away from extreme suffering . The most important right is the right to move away from extreme suffering.. if u don't have that u don't have anything. Also the right to choose when to leave this prison world. They made us slaves and prisoners

if Nembutal were legal it would be about $20 a bottle , total bill would be $100 or less much less than a good smart phone or laptop or less than a week's groceries or monthly rent, or car payment etc.

a month's groceries or monthly rent can be around $1000 every month in the U.S.

for me all living expenses gas etc are about $3000 per month work for all that just to exist under threat of extreme torture. i'd rather pay $100 and no more payments no more pain ever
 
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bankai

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OP if you don't mind can you post a pic of any Cuzco landmark to prove you visited?For privacy reasons, we do not need to see a pic of you just the place. Since you literally joined yesterday, I have a suspicion you might be just trying to dissuade people.this is also your very first post.
 
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nembutal , assisting in suicide, suicide booths etc should be available for purchase to anyone at least over age 18 on the internet , through apps , websites etc. a few clicks and i'm done . but no government creeps made this world into an even worse prison by making all those into crimes

if Nembutal were legal it would be about $20 a bottle , total bill would be $100 or less much less than a good smart phone or laptop or less than a week's groceries or monthly rent, or car payment etc.

a month's groceries or monthly rent can be around $1000 every month in the U.S.

for me all living expenses gas etc are about $3000 per month work for all that just to exist under threat of extreme torture. i'd rather pay $100 and no more payments no more pain ever
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Alexei_Kirillov

More beast than man
Mar 9, 2024
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If the state wants to monopolize access to (relatively) painless suicide methods, then they have to give us an alternative (ie. MAID). Otherwise all they've done is trap us.
 
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Dec 5, 2024
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Lie or not, it makes sense. Looking at the situation from the sellers' (veterinarians') point of view, they won't risk their careers and freedom just to "help" someone take their own life. It is understandable.

Governments should make euthanasia safe, peaceful, and pain-free, accessible to all. Without having to compromise other people with our desire to leave this world.
 
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Proximity

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May 5, 2025
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OP if you don't mind can you post a pic of any Cuzco landmark to prove you visited?For privacy reasons, we do not need to see a pic of you just the place. Since you literally joined yesterday, I have a suspicion you might be just trying to dissuade people.
I joined because I was lurking here and now that I have a contribution, I thought it might be helpful to some people. Feel free to distrust me. I could have easily found this on the internet. But I sincerely wish I found N in Cuzco, because I wanted to use it as well.

I made this video in the street itself, because I wanted to film the chaos (even though it is not uncommon for Latin America). I removed the audio because it was intended for a friend of mine and I could be identified by what I am saying:


Here I also took a picture of one of the ancient sites around Cuzco:
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bankai

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I joined because I was lurking here and now that I have a contribution, I thought it might be helpful to some people. Feel free to distrust me. I sincerely wish I found N in Cuzco, because I wanted to use it as well.

I made this video in the street itself, because I wanted to film the chaos (even though it is not uncommon for Latin America). I removed the audio because it was intended for a friend of mine and I could be identified by what I am saying:


Here I also took a picture of one of the ancient sites around Cuzco:
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Please understand it was not a personal attack on you. We're just trying to be careful. The truth is the truth. Perhaps N is becoming an unattainable source.unfortunate.
 
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