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Neuromancer

Neuromancer

Dystopian
Jun 30, 2023
32
..Listening to songs, smoking and reading books.

What's yours?
 
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Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
281
The smell of coffee, the wind, warmth of the sun, the blue sky, the stars at night
 
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mlcs

Student
Jun 11, 2023
140
SN still hasn't arrived
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,245
I only exist as if one doesn't find a way to leave they have no choice but to continue, and suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult in this world. Existing is dreadful and tiring to me, I'm just passing the time until everything is eventually lost to death.
 
Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Mage
May 10, 2023
526
I want to find out what happens in my video game. I used to say my cat, but she's started to bond with others in the house and I think she'll be okay when I'm gone. Living is a chore. At some point, it will become painful enough that violent methods will seem more reasonable than continuing with this exercise in futility.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
A trip i was suppose to go on this weekend. Since it seems i wont be able to, there's no reason to stick around any longer.
 
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CigaretteAesthetics

CigaretteAesthetics

i have never been so happy
Apr 28, 2023
13
because i cant bring myself to do it
 
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SoftWorries

Specialist
Feb 22, 2023
330
Beautiful animation. I'm sad I won't live forever to get to see how incredible media looks in the future. I don't like much else however.
 
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psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,715
listening to songs, watching films, archival stuff, playing video games, fear of what the afterlife will be like, denial, and hope
 
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Bastet

Bastet

Nothingness lies coiled in the heart of being
Jun 7, 2023
53
Music, cats, sunsets and clear night skies, because I want to finish recording an album and because I don't have money for benzos ;-;
 
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worstOFsociety

worstOFsociety

Member
Jan 25, 2023
63
mainly cause I'm worried that if I attempt I'll fail and end up with some kind of bad brain damage. And also cause Im scared of it being really painful which is quite ironic knowing that Im in pain pretty much everyday regardless.
 
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SetMeFree11

Member
Jun 5, 2023
49
Don't have SN yet
 
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Neuromancer

Neuromancer

Dystopian
Jun 30, 2023
32
Im so glad and happy for you guys replying it. For first time on my life, I don't feel a burden showing my real thoughs about the life.

Guess this forum is one of the things that im alive for.. I want to talk and know what you guys are feeling, maybe change the mind or.. supporting moments before doing ctb.

Again, my sincere gratitude for those who all replied!
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
Nothing much--food(and not a lot of that), hot showers
 
Fe(IV)

Fe(IV)

Back again.
Jun 27, 2023
440
My three cats. My friends. Learning how to appreciate coffee.

Metal concerts are close but sometimes I don't feel like going to one.

Also the wait for Silksong's release.
Not even a meme answer the idea of waiting for this game helped me in the past.
 
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