
Shinkansen
life is pain
- Jul 14, 2020
- 615
tonight I tried to hang myself on a wooden structure in an old abandoned playground, I tried with full suspension
my problem is that the rope is too painful and if I try to let myself go with the rope around my neck I feel a very strong and unbearable pain and I have to take it off, with the force of gravity the rope tightens me with incredible power, like the coils of a snake
I use a 10mm thick polyester nautical rope, I weigh 50 kg, it should be perfect for my weight, but despite this I cannot overcome the pain.
my problem is that the rope is too painful and if I try to let myself go with the rope around my neck I feel a very strong and unbearable pain and I have to take it off, with the force of gravity the rope tightens me with incredible power, like the coils of a snake
I use a 10mm thick polyester nautical rope, I weigh 50 kg, it should be perfect for my weight, but despite this I cannot overcome the pain.