the person i love hate me

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

This feeling is torturing me
I wish i wasn't forced to live in this world
Why ctb is so hard? it only needs 2 minute to end all my pain with hanging
But still my body isnt capable of doing it

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Have you tried to ctb recently, I think I'm going to start my night night method with my kit that I got over the weekend and also living is a choice and I don't believe in anyone trying to force anyone to live.

Who is the person that you love that hate you and why does the person you love hate you though??

 

[day]

I'm incredibly sorry the world has brought you to this point OP. I wish you peace and happiness no matter what you decide moving forward. You don't deserve to suffer.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Have you tried to ctb recently, I think I'm going to start my night night method with my kit that I got over the weekend and also living is a choice and I don't believe in anyone trying to force anyone to live.

Who is the person that you love that hate you and why does the person you

I try almost everyday but manage to go back to chair..
I dont know if u ever tried to ctb but isnt easy, i used to think that i can ctb "if things go bad" but its really hard

She hates me for lot of reason, im not funny, i've started to be jealous about her even if we are nothing etc

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

I try almost everyday but manage to go back to chair..
I dont know if u ever tried to ctb but isnt easy, i used to think that i can ctb "if things go bad" but its really hard

She hates me for lot of reason, im not funny, i've started to be jealous about her even if we are nothing etc

Why are you jealous about her if you Love her ??!
And what are you jealous about in regards to her ????

With ctb as long as you overcome SI I think you will be okay and also please give yourself some grace and compassion choosing to ctb is a very personal and permanent decision. I truly admire those who have managed to complete their ctb successfully and that's why I'm going to start practicing my night night method later on today etc…..

I'm so exhausted….

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing certainly is so torturous and to me it's just inhumane how it's this difficult to finally die, suffering people deserve the option to just leave in peace without having to resort to risky and difficult to succeed with methods like hanging. I hope that you eventually find freedom from this dreadful existence as I get that it's so awful feeling trapped here.

 

[Walilamdzii]

Yes ditto, he won't even speak to me.