Venting The only thing I think about is Suicide

[The Disqualified]

Suicide is the only true way out
It doesn't event matter how hard you try
All I think about is Suicide
Suicide is my innermost wish
Only Suicide will solve all my problems
Suicide is the only way I am getting out of this one
Suicide is the only way out
Suicide is all I wish
Suicide is freedom from all suffering
All I look for in life is Suicide

All these toughts about Suicide came back stronger than ever after I started my new antidepressant. They have always been there, just have been reenergized.
All I think about is Suicide day and night for years and years.
All I think about is Suicide. Suicide is the only true way out.