The Official Say Goodbye 2019 Hello 2020 New Years Eve Thread

[Jean4]

As we close 2019 and start a new decade, let us gather and count down to the new year.

It has been a horrible year and decade for most of us.

If anything had any good things happen, no matter how small, be sure to post.

Nobody will be alone this New Years. Let's ring it in together in different time zones!

Now... who will I kiss at midnight?

 

[Squiddy]

This has been one of the worst years ever. Though one good thing that happened is I found this site with a bunch of friendly people :)

 

[Jean4]

This has been one of the worst years ever. Though one good thing that happened is I found this site with a bunch of friendly people :)

Get ready for our New Years party!

 

[Squiddy]

Get ready for our New Years party!

I'll be on dessert duty again :)

 

[Jean4]

I'll be on dessert duty again :)

You got it!!!!

 

[Brick In The Wall]

2019 started off great for me, but ended in a nightmare. Hopefully 2020 is the opposite of that and I can get things sorted again.

 

[Squiddy]

 

[Jean4]

My world ended on November 3, 2017 when I had to put him to sleep. Before it happened, I told the universe to bring him back. I also had a failed attempt


On March 14, 2018, he was born and is the reason I am here

 

[Sensei]

Well, 2019 was a horrible year for me, but 2018 was a living hell, so maybe 2020 will be bearable.

 

[Jean4]

Well, 2019 was a horrible year for me, but 2018 was a living hell, so maybe 2020 will be bearable.

What time zone are you in?

 

[Sensei]

What time zone are you in?

CET. You? It just struck me that we can keep this thread going around the clock. :)

 

[Jean4]

CET. You? It just struck me that we can keep this thread going around the clock. :)

Exactly!! I am EST. We have lots of UK and others from around the world. We will celebrate in different time zones and countries.

 

[Jean4]

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Second half of 2018 and first half of 2019 were horrible while second half of 2019 was tolerable enough. Hopefully this will be my last New Year's Eve, all I want from 2020 is a peaceful suicide.

 

[Jean4]

Second half of 2018 and first half of 2019 were horrible while second half of 2019 was tolerable enough. Hopefully this will be my last New Year's Eve, all I want from 2020 is a peaceful suicide.

And be sure to spend some time here with us!

 

[WhyIsLife56]

In 2019, I stumbled upon this forum. Hopefully, in 2020 I'm able to leave this world and finally be in peace

 

[Jean4]

In 2019, I stumbled upon this forum. Hopefully, in 2020 I'm able to leave this world and finally be in peace ❤

And come on by to this thread and say hi!

 

[Morphinekiss]

2015-today has been complete shit. I'm hoping for some kind of break in 2020, but know I have a major surgery coming up at some point so I doubt it.

 

[Jean4]

Hey @Morphinekiss. What are you bringing to the party?
@Sensei and @puppy9 ... what are you bringing?

2015-today has been complete shit. I'm hoping for some kind of break in 2020, but know I have a major surgery coming up at some point so I doubt it.

Well, you have us to help you with the surgery, and hopefully some good pain meds!

 

[Squiddy]

I'm back. We ended up just returning some prime rib my grandma bought because it went bad before the sell-by date

 

[Jean4]

I'm back. We ended up just returning some prime rib my grandma bought because it went bad before the sell-by date

Mmmmmm. Prime rib.... rare!!! That is my favorite cut of meat.

 

[Squiddy]

Mmmmmm. Prime rib.... rare!!! That is my favorite cut of meat.

I love prime rib too

 

[AlexM]

2019 was the worst of my 48. Love all my life, my air, my drug, my Sun and my stars dumped me after 13 the best years in my life. I've tried to die but fucked up. I was rescued by my family and closest friends, I´ve seen who actually needs me alive, and who don't. I started seeing there is not my love only, but perhaps the feelings of my closest s are equally (and maybe more) important and, perhaps again, my death would bring to them more suffering, then my life to me. I don't want to die more, I do want alive.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Hmmm I can bring some black eyed peas because it's southern tradition to eat them on New Years for good luck. But I'll find something more delicious to contribute.

 

[Jean4]

2019 was the worst of my 48. Love all my life, my air, my drag, my Sun and my stars dumped me after 13 the best years in my life. I've tried to die but fucked up. I was rescued by my family and closest friends, I´ve seen who actually needs me alive, and who don't. I started seeing there is not my love only, but perhaps the feelings of my closest s are equally (and maybe more) important and, perhaps again, my death would bring to them more suffering, then my life to me. I don't want to die more, I do want alive.

I glad you had that epiphany! I hope 2020 is good for you! New decade, new beginning!

Hmmm I can bring some black eyed peas because it's southern tradition to eat them on New Years for good luck. But I'll find something more delicious to contribute.

You got it. Black eye peas are a must. And any other extras!

 

[Nem]

2015-today has been complete shit. I'm hoping for some kind of break in 2020, but know I have a major surgery coming up at some point so I doubt it.

Same and sorry to hear
peace/hugs
My life has been screwed for a few years now, heck pretty much 8 years of fuckedup-ness. What a complete disaster, got hung up on damage caused by a dr and it was nearly impossibly to move forward...on two hours of sleep per night. Today I'm just screwed, went to the store and couldn't decide what to buy and that happens way too often.
A close friend would be sad if/when I ctb but what can I do? My life is totally finished

peace/hugs

 

[Squiddy]

 

[wannabesetfree]

For as long as I can remember, my life has sad, stressful, lonely, and miserable. I'm too scared to attempt because it might backfire and I'm too poor to afford the more surefire methods like moving to the Netherlands to get help with suicide or even buying N.

I guess I am glad that I have a roof over my head even if it's hard to maintain it. I'm also glad I can walk and see. I am thankful that I am able to write stories as well even if no one reads them and I can't make a living doing what I love.

That's all I've got. Hopefully next year I can make a true friend. It's all I really want.

 

[Jean4]

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Welcome back!!!!

For as long as I can remember, my life has sad, stressful, lonely, and miserable. I'm too scared to attempt because it might backfire and I'm too poor to afford the more surefire methods like moving to the Netherlands to get help with suicide or even buying N.

I guess I am glad that I have a roof over my head even if it's hard to maintain it. I'm also glad I can walk and see. I am thankful that I am able to write stories as well even if no one reads them and I can't make a living doing what I love.

That's all I've got. Hopefully next year I can make a true friend. It's all I really want.

You have us. Always remember that

 

[Sensei]

Hey @Morphinekiss. What are you bringing to the party?
@Sensei and @puppy9 ... what are you bringing?

Coming from the cold north, it feels natural to bring vodka. There can be no celebration without vodka. (I actually prefer gin, but it's not very Nordic, now is it?)