The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[BlueWidow]

I think I'm going to try to turn in early tonight. Maybe I can get some extra sleep and wake up with a clear head tomorrow.

I probably won't be coming on tomorrow until the afternoon so, I'll see everybody then.

Goodnight & I hope everyone sleeps well.

 

[SaraaaEzaaaat]

Yeah , Iam open one of my eyes , I can't sleep Iam tiered , really I can't sleep or awake , this zone is very bad

 

[BooGirl]

Good night people!

And very nice to meet you, @SaraaaEzaaaat. sorry that it's under these circumstances.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Morning here. Worked out this morning - exhausted myself in 10 minutes, but it feels good.

 

[Root]

Paging
@Raven Moon
@Sensei
@Nemeshisu

I think @Root may be discharged from the hospital tomorrow!

The meeting with the doctor is in 23 minutes so we'll see. I hope I'll get out and I asked a nurse and he also said that he thinks I can be discharged today but the doctor decides.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

I hate this brain so much.
Yesterday I agreed with management that it's ok to be late today because I have some papers to pick up.
Important papers.
Despite that, my brain saw that it's 8am, engaged anxiety, which converted into small panic, which converted into stress, which converted into complex partial seizures.
There was nothing to panic about, everything was settled yesterday. We all agreed that today I'll be late, everything was ok job-wise, and yet this fucking brain sees 8am and freaks out.
Then again I also didn't have any seizures for four days, so I guess the time has come. I now hope it doesn't lose its shit again when it's time to sleep.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

@Root how did it go?

@Compodulator sorry to hear that. I'm in the similar boat with anxiety sans seizures. All is good and calm on the job, but it's like I'm wired to have anxiety spikes at work time.

 

[Jean4]

Sleep!!! Back to bed

 

[Root]

@Root how did it go?

@Compodulator sorry to hear that. I'm in the similar boat with anxiety sans seizures. All is good and calm on the job, but it's like I'm wired to have anxiety spikes at work time.

I just got out from the hospital!!!

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

I just got out from the hospital!!!

What's the verdict?

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

I just got out from the hospital!!!

Congrats! Going to throw a party now?

 

[Root]

What's the verdict?

Sorry I don't understand I'm not very good in english. Googled that but still I don't get it.

Congrats! Going to throw a party now?

Thank you! Probably not but I'm gonna bake something. Maybe cake. Which counts as a celebration.

 

[CynicalHopelessness]

Which counts as a celebration.

It definitely does! I'll join you by drinking tea, if you don't mind

 

[Root]

It definitely does! I'll join you by drinking tea, if you don't mind

That's nice thank you

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

Sorry I don't understand I'm not very good in english. Googled that but still I don't get it.

What did the hospital say about you?

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Fuuuck man. This was the last Gif BPD_LE and me shared. I just happened to have the opportunity to use it again in the keep a word delete a word game. I totally had too.

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So sad. Last PM I had with her she told me her name and I told her mine. Still miss her so much.

 

[Root]

What did the hospital say about you?

They're going to give me transcranial magnetic stimulation.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

They're going to give me transcranial magnetic stimulation.

I feel I missed a lot here. That sounds scary... O.O
What's your story?

Edit: Jesus! "Transcranial magnetic stimulation" sounds like some crazyass Star Trek style thing. Google just explained they're putting a magnetic hat on you.
Ok, so there are some really bad things that may come out of it, but still. "Fancy magnet hat tickles your brain" sounds a lot less menacing.

 

[Root]

I feel I missed a lot here. That sounds scary... O.O
What's your story?

Edit: Jesus! "Transcranial magnetic stimulation" sounds like some crazyass Star Trek style thing. Google just explained they're putting a magnetic hat on you.
Ok, so there are some really bad things that may come out of it, but still. "Fancy magnet hat tickles your brain" sounds a lot less menacing.

Yeah I have depression as many other people here. The situation is better than a few weeks ago then I was gonna kill myself as soon as I get outside alone from the hospital but they started a new medication for me that has helped a bit. Now I'm gonna wait for the tms if that would help. Yeah tns sounds weird but I hope it helps.

 

[Carina]

Omg if I bounce off the walls anymore peoplewill think I'm drunk. This is so weird I just woke up and it's probably just related to shaking

 

[Jean4]

Yeah I have depression as many other people here. The situation is better than a few weeks ago then I was gonna kill myself as soon as I get outside alone from the hospital but they started a new medication for me that has helped a bit. Now I'm gonna wait for the tms if that would help. Yeah tns sounds weird but I hope it helps.

I am so happy!!!! We are going to have a welcome home @Root party!!! I'm going back to sleep.. well, trying lol. Party plans later!! @L0ne1ygh0st is in charge of the cake!!!

 

[Root]

I am so happy!!!! We are going to have a welcome home @Root party!!! I'm going back to sleep.. well, trying lol. Party plans later!! @L0ne1ygh0st is in charge of the cake!!!

I hope you can sleep good night

 

[Carina]

Testing something. Doubt will work. Been sneezing and blowing noise non-stop already.... Took Imitrex. If it helps nose I will scream. Even though I doubt it will considering. But if it does it wouldbe an interesting proof of migraine link with proof
Well then.....I can breathe through both nostrils limited nose drainage and no burning our sneezing......

Because of an Imitrex?!?

 

[Jean4]

8:30. I need to get work done today.
Took meds
Put up coffee
Can't get in the vinegar yet
Eat breakfast (I think eggs)
Shower and brush teeth
Cat dishes and box
Real job work

I am going to try to eat real food today... I've been doing way too much junk food. Also want to try to drink all the water I am supposed to drink.

Have to get out of this depression

And we have a party to plan for @Root

 

[porfin1234]

Another day at work. I hope no more drama but doubt it. Really thinking this weekend might be it for me.

 

[Jean4]

Another day at work. I hope no more drama but doubt it. Really thinking this weekend might be it for me.

Let's get through today. I am scheduling, eating, doing what I am supposed to, and will see if I can get work done. Let's see if we can make it a productive day. Just think about this one day.

 

[porfin1234]

Let's get through today. I am scheduling, eating, doing what I am supposed to, and will see if I can get work done. Let's see if we can make it a productive day. Just think about this one day.

The only thing getting me through is thinking of someone.
But still doesn't change reality.
I hope you have a good day

 

[Jean4]

The only thing getting me through is thinking of someone.
But still doesn't change reality.
I hope you have a good day

Nope. Reality sucks. I am still trying to be a functioning person.
Going to shower.

 

[Carina]

At work... 2 hours for meeting for printer guy to replace printer... that office manager wants to be all handsy with because she wants replaced by payroll on thursday, which most likely can't happen but the old printer works, it's just funky (seriously she could call the maintenance place to service it if she was so freaking concerned), but the new printer could take days to get here, and then might need configured as it'd be a custom orrder, and then the program that prints to it has to be manually configured for like 8 people, with up to 12 different sub-sections configured, and I don't even know what these are as I've never done it, so I'd have to contact another third party if it didn't work.... so yeah... thinking it will be done and working by Thursday at noon 100% is effing stupid and impossible. Next thursday, sure, this thursday, only if in stock, and everything works as-is with no config change needed.

 

[NonsenseTrash]

I just wanna say that this really helps to just see you guys being strong. When I'm feeling weak, your perseverence helps to remind me to keep trucking on and living moment by moment.

Made it to the library. Trying to get some studying done and work in, before class.