The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Backwood_tilt]

good news! i have some minor remaining professional obligations, and one of those (a phone meeting) has been delayed to after my CTB date

one less thing to worry about lol

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm a pro lifer now guys! I don't want @porfin1234 to die.

 

[Carina]

my hands are shaking so badly that I couldn't eat my tomato soup with a spoon.... had to put it in a coffee mug..... mom thought it was funny... which... ok maybe in a sense considering I asked for it, but still... it's really annoying when you've basically lost the ability to easily eat with utensils

 

[Brick In The Wall]

See look @porfin1234, no one cares. I'll say it again IM PRO LIFE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT @porfin1234 TO DIE!!!

 

[Carina]

that seems to have come out of the blue

 

[Brick In The Wall]

We like blue stuff here tho

that seems to have come out of the blue

Even the like itself is blue see?

 

[Carina]

We like blue stuff here tho

Even the like itself is blue see?

True.... blue, grey, blue-grey... technically brown

 

[BooGirl]

@SaraaaEzaaaat welcome to the forum! sorry you're here.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

I'm a pro lifer now guys! I don't want @porfin1234 to die.

I'm not sure if you're being serious or not, but not wanting someone to die doesn't make you a prolifer. Advocating and trying to prevent them from CTB would make you a prolifer.

I sure as hell don't want any of the folks i've come to know here to die. But i also understand that everybody has their own reasons, and i respect that enough to not to try and stop them.

 

[SaraaaEzaaaat]

@SaraaaEzaaaat welcome to the forum! sorry you're here.

Oh , one in this live can see me , I am sorry to you too my dear! :"'

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm not sure if you're being serious or not, but not wanting someone to die doesn't make you a prolifer. Advocating and trying to prevent them from CTB would make you a prolifer.

I sure as hell don't want any of the folks i've come to know here to die. But i also understand that everybody has their own reasons, and i respect that enough to not to try and stop them.

Thanks brother. You get it.

Have a good night everyone!

 

[BooGirl]

Oh , one in this live can see me , I am sorry to you too my dear! :"'

Could most not see you?

 

[Backwood_tilt]

At buffalo wild wings with friends :) though I'm not getting chicken lol. Getting a philly cheesesteak.

fucking love me some philly cheesesteak

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Oh yea, I threatened to throw @porfin1234 SN away.
Just a fun fact.

 

[Carina]

Oh yea, I threatened to throw @porfin1234 SN away.
Just a fun fact.

You did?

 

[SaraaaEzaaaat]

@SaraaaEzaaaat welcome to the forum! sorry you're here.

Could most not see you?

No body cares at all .. never.

 

[departing]

Stressful, no, I'd end up with voicemail, even have to specifically request his nurse to relay the message. It's not like you get 'him' It's just one of those things of now I"m more 'depressed' like overall, which is probably a bit more obvious. Maybe not, not entirely sure. But I at least feel like whatever I write has more of a consistent flow without it seeming like I"m chasing a rabbit through a field of rabbits and changing the rabbit as I see a different color rabbit.

But, considering I was really close to psych ward last time, and well I am paranoid.... well you get the idea lol.

Can you write brief notes that you'll mention during your voicemail? It might make the call easier.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

You did?

Yea I'm a terrible person I know. I repent for my sins!

 

[Carina]

No body cares at all .. never.

Aww, people here care about things :D

 

[BooGirl]

No body cares at all .. never.

Oh, I thought you were talking about something spiritual or something like that haha

I'm sorry to hear that. I feel like people don't care about me so much sometimes too.

 

[Carina]

Can you write brief notes that you'll mention during your voicemail? It might make the call easier.

I like to live dangerously... and wing it... like "hey, apparently I was supposed to call? I did blood work, assuming he'll get it, I'm fine, not suicidal, things must be working" *bite lip* ""thanks, bye" ROFL

and then try not to die of laughter.

 

[SaraaaEzaaaat]

Aww, people here care about things :D

Nice :"

 

[departing]

I like to live dangerously... and wing it... like "hey, apparently I was supposed to call? I did blood work, assuming he'll get it, I'm fine, not suicidal, things must be working" *bite lip* ""thanks, bye" ROFL

and then try not to die of laughter.

lol. That works, too!

 

[Carina]

Yea I'm a terrible person I know. I repent for my sins!

See that's why I have 3 bottles of SN... that way someone could throw away 1, and I"m still good rofl. that said nobody better be touching it.....

 

[Brick In The Wall]

See that's why I have 3 bottles of SN... that way someone could throw away 1, and I"m still good rofl. that said nobody better be touching it.....

I took all 3 already. Check your toilet!

 

[SaraaaEzaaaat]

Oh, I thought you were talking about something spiritual or something like that haha

I'm sorry to hear that. I feel like people don't care about me so much sometimes too.

I don't care about myselfe all the time :"

 

[Carina]

lol. That works, too!

truthfully would only mention the "not suicidal" as it's obvious state in me changed, and they'd probably wonder.... otherwise I wouldn't mention it.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

carina you make me laugh so fking hard sometimes

 

[Carina]

I took all 3 already. Check your toilet!

whoa whoa whoa..... no need to go overkill here.... lol

 

[Jean4]

I don't care about myselfe all the time :"

What country are you from and what is your primary language if you don't mind me asking.