The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Jean4]

It looks tastier soupy though is my point lol. At least you were honest with him. Hopefully things are a little calmer for the rest of the day.

My doc told me to take marijuana lol

 

[Squiddy]

My doc told me to take marijuana lol

I might eat my other half of my pot cookie tonight

 

[Carina]

I swear if I even mentioned if I was suicidal to any of my drs other than my psychiatrist @Jean4, I'd probably be locked up lol

 

[Jean4]

I swear if I even mentioned if I was suicidal to any of my drs other than my psychiatrist @Jean4, I'd probably be locked up lol

Both my doctors know. Lol.

 

[Squiddy]

I swear if I even mentioned if I was suicidal to any of my drs other than my psychiatrist @Jean4, I'd probably be locked up lol

Oddly, I was able to tell my nurse practitioner that I was suicidal and he didn't lock me up

 

[MysticPerception]

Alright somebody bump Stan's thread it's on page 2 and I can't do anything about it.

 

[Jean4]

Alright somebody bump Stan's thread it's on page 2 and I can't do anything about it.

Good catch. I'm in my bathroom burning things (kidding). Trying to get the smell out.

 

[MysticPerception]

Good catch. I'm in my bathroom burning things (kidding). Trying to get the smell out.

I mean burning a candle would help so you're not wrong to burn stuff if you want to. Just don't burn anything important lol.

 

[Jean4]

I mean burning a candle would help so you're not wrong to burn stuff if you want to. Just don't burn anything important lol.

I wouldn't mind burning it down and start again lol

 

[WhyIsLife56]

I just ate and that stir fry picture (even though it was soupy ) just made wanna eat again.
My stomach seems to be busy today

 

[Jean4]

I just ate and that stir fry picture (even though it was soupy ) just made wanna eat again.
My stomach seems to be busy today

What did you have?

 

[WhyIsLife56]

What did you have?

Pizza

 

[Jean4]

Pizza

What toppings? Extra cheese?

 

[WhyIsLife56]

What toppings? Extra cheese?

Just pepperoni and Italian seasoning. I felt guilty eating it though cause of the animals

 

[Carina]

Oddly, I was able to tell my nurse practitioner that I was suicidal and he didn't lock me up

Truthfully I don't know what my one family doc would do.... and the other one would probably recommend the on-sight consoling really (high percent of depressed/suicidal people possibly)... but I did kinda eliminate them from it.

 

[Jean4]

Just pepperoni and Italian seasoning. I felt guilty eating it though cause of the animals

Look at it this way. If you didn't eat it, I would have. The only guilt is that you got it and I didn't!

Truthfully I don't know what my one family doc would do.... and the other one would probably recommend the on-sight consoling really (high percent of depressed/suicidal people possibly)... but I did kinda eliminate them from it.

Well, both of my docs pushed for marijuana when I said no. Lol.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Look at it this way. If you didn't eat it, I would have. The only guilt is that you got it and I didn't!

This guilt is eating at me

 

[BlueWidow]

Well, both of my docs pushed for marijuana when I said no. Lol.

where are all of you finding these doctors at?! I can't even get a doctor to give me a decent dose of thyroid meds, or any Xanax or anything to help me sleep, or anything for anxiety or anything else. All I get are depression meds that don't work for me, but give me horrible side effects.

 

[Carina]

Interesting.... I just found an interesting thing that causes issues in me.... I didn't realize this one was one....

where are all of you finding these doctors at?! I can't even get a doctor to give me a decent dose of thyroid meds, or any Xanax or anything to help me sleep, or anything for anxiety or anything else. All I get are depression meds that don't work for me, but give me horrible side effects.

A few of my dr's have a "just be honest, I don't give af" attitude, and will prescribe accordingly. I had one once who practically wrote what I asked for. All in or from the city though... granted now that marijuana is legal... I bet some will be recommending that.

Really though people are me are as casual with drug use as we are with ctb and suicide memes here.

 

[Jean4]

where are all of you finding these doctors at?! I can't even get a doctor to give me a decent dose of thyroid meds, or any Xanax or anything to help me sleep, or anything for anxiety or anything else. All I get are depression meds that don't work for me, but give me horrible side effects.

God/Goddess/Stan is good? Lol. When I collapsed 3 years ago and got sick... I was brought to the worse hospital in my area and they almost killed me. They discharged me way too soon. The resident felt so bad she told me to call 9/11 and go to another hospital.

The only good doctor there was the pulmonologist who referred me to his partner.

My primary care physician (who knew my pulmonologist well) was assigned to me by my insurance company.

 

[Squiddy]

Kola had a 2nd accident today

 

[Carina]

Kola had a 2nd accident today

Still a puppy ;)

It's ok :)

 

[BlueWidow]

Interesting.... I just found an interesting thing that causes issues in me.... I didn't realize this one was one....




A few of my dr's have a "just be honest, I don't give af" attitude, and will prescribe accordingly. I had one once who practically wrote what I asked for. All in or from the city though... granted now that marijuana is legal... I bet some will be recommending that.

Really though people are me are as casual with drug use as we are with ctb and suicide memes here.

Well marijuana is legal in the city that I live in right now. It wasn't legal where I used to live. It's possible that if I went to a psychiatrist here, I might be able to get some kind of a prescription for marijuana or for some other psych med that isn't an antidepressant, but I've just been through the process so many times at this point that I don't even know that it's worth going through again. I just have a feeling that I'd go in and It would be the same old "take this antidepressant and go back into therapy" thing that every doctor always tells me. Actually, marijuana is legal here for recreational use so I wouldn't even need a prescription. I could Just go to any shop and get it. But I don't know anything about it because I've never used it before, so I'd want to go with somebody that knew what they were doing. I would have no idea what kind of dose to ask for or any of that stuff. Plus, right now it's just so hard for me to get out and get anywhere that I've just never done it. I thought I might actually take an Uber somewhere and get some of it that way. It's really hard for me to drive these days. It just doesn't feel safe.
Even taking an Uber is a lot of effort though.

 

[Jean4]

Well marijuana is legal in the city that I live in right now. It wasn't legal where I used to live. It's possible that if I went to a psychiatrist here, I might be able to get some kind of a prescription for marijuana or for some other psych med that isn't an antidepressant, but I've just been through the process so many times at this point that I don't even know that it's worth going through again. I just have a feeling that I'd go in and It would be the same old "take this antidepressant and go back into therapy" thing that every doctor always tells me. Actually, marijuana is legal here for recreational use so I wouldn't even need a prescription. I could Just go to any shop and get it. But I don't know anything about it because I've never used it before, so I'd want to go with somebody that knew what they were doing. I would have no idea what kind of dose to ask for or any of that stuff. Plus, right now it's just so hard for me to get out and get anywhere that I've just never done it. I thought I might actually take an Uber somewhere and get some of it that way. It's really hard for me to drive these days. It just doesn't feel safe.
Even taking an Uber is a lot of effort though.

I understand. I say go for it. Just based on the fact that it will make you more comfortable. Physically and mentally.

The first time you will need to go there to set up an account, but some deliver.

 

[Carina]

Screwed up thing with marijuana is, I live in a Metro-area where it's legal in the entire metro.... but two areas. I could go to one doctor, have him prescribe it, and be like "well that's nice... but.... it's not legal in my area... so........"

 

[BlueWidow]

I understand. I say go for it. Just based on the fact that it will make you more comfortable. Physically and mentally.

The first time you will need to go there to set up an account, but some deliver.

Well, I thought if nothing else it might be good to have some as part of my regime to calm me down and maybe help with nausea when I drink the SN. I've seen some people saying they're going to do that. I'd have to use an edible though. I've never smoked anything in my life. My dad died of emphysema. I don't know how an edible would affect everything.
I think they have lozenges that you don't swallow, you just let them dissolve in your mouth or something. Maybe I could use one of those. You're right though, I'd have to physically go there at first to establish an account. I'm going to consider doing that though. I just have to be aware enough to be able to do it. The fog is going to have to lift a little bit before I would be able to do anything like that.

Screwed up thing with marijuana is, I live in a Metro-area where it's legal in the entire metro.... but two areas. I could go to one doctor, have him prescribe it, and be like "well that's nice... but.... it's not legal in my area... so........"

Well, that sucks! I know we've had this discussion before, but that's why we need a national law. It just needs to be made legal everywhere, like alcohol is.

 

[Jean4]

Well, I thought if nothing else it might be good to have some as part of my regime to calm me down and maybe help with nausea when I drink the SN. I've seen some people saying they're going to do that. I'd have to use an edible though. I've never smoked anything in my life. My dad died of emphysema. I don't know how an edible would affect everything.
I think they have lozenges that you don't swallow, you just let them dissolve in your mouth or something. Maybe I could use one of those. You're right though, I'd have to physically go there at first to establish an account. I'm going to consider doing that though. I just have to be aware enough to be able to do it. The fog is going to have to lift a little bit before I would be able to do anything like that.

Well, that sucks! I know we've had this discussion before, but that's why we need a national law. It just needs to be made legal everywhere, like alcohol is.

They have capsules, tincture, mints... lots of things. Depends on the dispensary.

 

[BlueWidow]

They have capsules, tincture, mints... lots of things. Depends on the dispensary.

Well I'll have to do some more research on the local dispensaries around here and see what they have. The one thing I have right now is some cream that I rub on my knees for pain. It works really well. In fact, I need to get some more of it, so maybe that's an excuse. I could go in to get some more of that cream and then ask about some different edibles. I suppose if I told the people that work there what I wanted it for, they could probably steer me toward the correct doses and types of things that would work for me.

 

[Carina]

omg.... my mom.... put my food.... in the effing laundry pod containers AGAIN!!!!

 

[BlueWidow]

omg.... my mom.... put my food.... in the effing laundry pod containers AGAIN!!!!

Oh no! What's wrong with her?! Why does she keep doing that?!