The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Carina]

Philip Glass?

I generally like him too :) I actually love all sorts of music.

Even like t his song... no clue how I ever first found it, but I bought it as a single:

 

[Squiddy]

I'm gonna head to bed now

 

[MysticPerception]

I'm home sooner than I expected. We got lucky and got out really early compared to usual on a Wednesday. I'm guessing about half of you are asleep by now though.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Someone needs to tell my cat that this Taco Bell is not his. Also, I work again in 5 hours..-*ded*

 

[Sensei]

@Sensei, halfway through the week! You've got this:)

Right. I can't give up when I've come this far. :)

Maybe that is why I had insomnia. You ignored me yesterday

No such thing. I went direct from work to an activity and crashed into bed when I came home. So, just busy, not ignoring you.

Strangely, I feel good. Not just okay. Good. No morning terrors with doomsday feelings and suicidal impulses. I don't understand how this can be possible, but I'm not complaining.

 

[MysticPerception]

I'm heading to bed now since I don't like staying up late. Goodnight everyone that's still awake.

 

[BlueWidow]

 

[Morphinekiss]

Me to myself right now:

 

[Soulless_Angel]

hows everyone doing?

 

[Root]

So now I'm going to write here the things I have to do today
1. Meet my doctor
2. Go through one of my diaries for second time

My old diaries are very dear to me so I don't want just burn them. But there are a lot of writings I don't want anyone to see so I'm throwing those writings away. I'm feeling anxious. Sadly the anxiety didn't go away during night but a good thing is that I slept well. Didn't except it go away though. But I hoped so. I hope everyone is having a good day.

 

[Jean4]

So now I'm going to write here the things I have to do today
1. Meet my doctor
2. Go through one of my diaries for second time

My old diaries are very dear to me so I don't want just burn them. But there are a lot of writings I don't want anyone to see so I'm throwing those writings away. I'm feeling anxious. Sadly the anxiety didn't go away during night but a good thing is that I slept well. Didn't except it go away though. But I hoped so. I hope everyone is having a good day.

Write when you do it here. We will be here go help you through it.
I'm trying to go back to sleep. My real job woke me up.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Good morning! Just took the dog outside, and the warm air was like a lover's caress on my hands and face. It's minus 28!!!!
(Happy Dance)

 

[Jean4]

Venting
I was finally sleeping for once. A co worker woke me with a crises I had to fix (I screamed at her).

Then my iPhone wouldn't shut down and has to call someone to help me fix it. Then I couldn't get my SIM card in.

I was screaming at the Co worker that I am going to kill myself which stressed her out.

I need a restart for the day.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Just had brunch, a english breakfast, couldn't eat it all! Bacon, burnt sausages, fried egg, hashbrowns, baked beans, granary bread, and OJ! Lush!

Here's my fudge but its too soft, edable though, need to try this again!

 

[Jean4]

Just had brunch, a english breakfast, couldn't eat it all! Bacon, burnt sausages, fried egg, hashbrowns, baked beans, granary bread, and OJ! Lush! View attachment 24831

Here's my fudge but its too soft, edable though, need to try this again!
View attachment 24832

Are those blood sausage or just burnt?

 

[Soulless_Angel]

Are those blood sausage or just burnt?

Just burnt, what are blood sausages? to be honest, I am not keen on sausages at all!

 

[Jean4]

Just burnt, what are blood sausages? to be honest, I am not keen on sausages at all!

Like that icky blood pudding you have
Stress. Stress. Stress.

Anxiety. Anxiety. Anxiety.

Stress Stress Stress

Do nothing impulsive. Do nothing impulsive. Do nothing impulsive

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Venting
I was finally sleeping for once. A co worker woke me with a crises I had to fix (I screamed at her).

Then my iPhone wouldn't shut down and has to call someone to help me fix it. Then I couldn't get my SIM card in.

I was screaming at the Co worker that I am going to kill myself which stressed her out.

I need a restart for the day.

I love you. Sending hugs.

 

[Jean4]

I love you. Sending hugs.

I need it. I went off on my co worker. Can't wait to deal with her later lol

 

[Root]

Jean I'm sorry you're feeling that. I'm sending a hug too.

 

[Jean4]

Jean I'm sorry you're feeling that. I'm sending a hug too.

I am breathing and nothing impulsive. I'm a impulsive CTBer. Anxiety and stress get too high, I'm in danger so I am making sure everything is out of my reach.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I am breathing and nothing impulsive. I'm a impulsive CTBer. Anxiety and stress get too high, I'm in danger so I am making sure everything is out of my reach.

Hang in there Jean, you've got this!

 

[Jean4]

Hang in there Jean, you've got this!

Looking at Milo my cat. I'll get through.

 

[Sensei]

Looking at Milo my cat. I'll get through.

You know it's not worth doing it. Not for something like this. Take care of yourself.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Looking at Milo my cat. I'll get through.

Pets are great and definitely help through times of distress. I know a bunch of people that are still around because of their pets.

 

[Jean4]

You know it's not worth doing it. Not for something like this. Take care of yourself.

Sensei is here. All problems are better! ;)

Since you have been ignoring me for 2 days.

 

[Carina]

Did @Jean4 sleep?

 

[CyanideSoup]

I hope you are feeling okay @Jean4. Give Milo a cuddle for me

 

[Jean4]

Did @Jean4 sleep?

Until the person woke me up who I now on the phone with apologizing too lol

 

[BooGirl]

My old high school principal offered me a tutoring job, but it's in a subject that I don't know so well. Time to study like hell! I need that SN money!