CyanideSoup
Memento mori
- Oct 1, 2019
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That's crazy I have been as wellI keep on watching this same video (The House MD's cover of 'Get Happy')
That's crazy I have been as wellI keep on watching this same video (The House MD's cover of 'Get Happy')
That's crazy I have been as well
Yeah, I just rewatched the whole show again and I've been watching the video on repeat for a few daysThe same video? Like what would be the odds..
It's because everyone on this forum is connected somehow ;)Yeah, I just rewatched the whole show again and I've been watching the video on repeat for a few days
Yeah, I just rewatched the whole show again and I've been watching the video on repeat for a few days
Damnnn! You know I think you U.K. folks are insane drowning everything in gravy, but I'll take it!!!
I agree, depression does suckJust took a shower. A big deal for me. Got back into bed wet... but hey. It's a start. Push through it @Soulless_Angel. Depression sucks. Push through it.
I'm still in bed. Will put on a clean pair of PJs eventually lol.I agree, depression does suck
My friend's dad is driving me homeI'm still in bed. Will put on a clean pair of PJs eventually lol.
It's the depression. I am giving myself simple chores to push through it.I swear if not for just sleeping in the living room (apparently all my bed sheets/blankets went "missing" somehow--aka my mom took them because she wanted them), I'd of been sleeping 12-15 hours a day every day for months. I'd be like "yay I'm up... ok bed time"
You had a sleepover at your friends house? Did you watch the movie?My friend's dad is driving me home
Yeah I did and yeah, we watched the santa clausIt's the depression. I am giving myself simple chores to push through it.
1. Shower (done)
2. Put on clean pjs
3. Brush teeth
4. Wash dishes
5. Clean cat box (didn't do it yesterday, a sign of my depression)
6. Dump the cat litter after I clean the box.
I won't sleep all day. Make a list. Even if it's simple. Even if the outside world would think you are crazy, because these are things 'normal' people do without thinking.
We aren't normal. We would stay in bed all day. Make sure you stay out of it. Do whatever you hand to do.
You had a sleepover at your friends house? Did you watch the movie?
Honestly. It could be. My mother was like that. Realize that it is not you. It's her, and there is nothing that can be done. Come here and vent. Just agree. It's easier.my mother seriously annoys me at times. already yelled at me twice, ok three times as she did while writing this.
And the third time was for something she never said that I apparently was supposed to know. I swear she's starting to get dementia.
Good morning and Happy 2020! How is your head?So I woke up like hours ago and typed in good morning to you all, but fell back asleep before hitting post. So now good almost afternoon.
I'm glad you had your friend and us. You party animal you!Yeah I did and yeah, we watched the santa claus
Good morning and Happy 2020! How is your head?
I enjoy spending time with y'all on hereHonestly. It could be. My mother was like that. Realize that it is not you. It's her, and there is nothing that can be done. Come here and vent. Just agree. It's easier.
Good morning and Happy 2020! How is your head?
I'm glad you had your friend and us. You party animal you!
Do you need to go to Urgent Care or will you be ok?Head is fine. Liver still hurts from last night and my surgeon's office is closed today
Well, we cannot do anything without the Squidmeister!I enjoy spending time with y'all on here
Honestly. It could be. My mother was like that. Realize that it is not you. It's her, and there is nothing that can be done. Come here and vent. Just agree. It's easier.
Oh no! Hopefully he'll be open tomorrow. Curious, can you call the ER and just ask "what's the wait time?"Head is fine. Liver still hurts from last night and my surgeon's office is closed today
Just another hour and I'll be homeDo you need to go to Urgent Care or will you be ok?
Well, we cannot do anything without the Squidmeister!
We will be here. If I'm not, I'm doing the dishes. Got my pajamas on and am back in bed. I am getting the energy up for the cat box.Just another hour and I'll be home
I wish I could take a nap right nowWe will be here. If I'm not, I'm doing the dishes. Got my pajamas on and am back in bed. I am getting the energy up for the cat box.
Nothing new there. I am now getting out of bed to clean the cat box. I must report to Squidmeister that I did it. I'm scared of @Squiddy. I don't want to be torched!I wish I could take a nap right now
No being torched....for nowNothing new there. I am now getting out of bed to clean the cat box. I must report to Squidmeister that I did it. I'm scared of @Squiddy. I don't want to be torched!
Cat box is cleaned and I dumped it. Back in bed. No torching lolNo being torched....for now
That's good hahaCat box is cleaned and I dumped it. Back in bed. No torching lol
I emailed the surgeon's PA person, I know they're at the hospital, the liver center is just closed. So hopefully they read my email at some point. The pain is definitely not as bad as last night so I don't think a tumor has ruptured (I'd be internally bleeding and passed out by now if so) so I should be ok. I think I just freaked last night and had a panic attack which made it all worse.