The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

[Root]

I just showered and went through my old diaries again. I'm spending so much time on this forum but I'm too scared usually to post anything. Feeling very anxious right now. I'm going to sleep soon. I just hope the anxiety will be gone when I wake up. But probably not. :(

 

[Jean4]

I'm making chocolate and caramel mousse cake, will share photos when done!

You better!!!

 

[Carina]

I'm making chocolate and caramel mousse cake, will share photos when done!

And share.... because.... reasons

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

And share.... because.... reasons

Ya know..for science.

 

[Jean4]

I just showered and went through my old diaries again. I'm spending so much time on this forum but I'm too scared usually to post anything. Feeling very anxious right now. I'm going to sleep soon. I just hope the anxiety will be gone when I wake up. But probably not. :(

Welcome! No need to be scared to post. We talk about anything here. What's causing the anxiety? Do you know?

 

[Carina]

Ok... so friend thinks I'm suicidal again.... ugh... just because I said sleep was good... bah.

I just showered and went through my old diaries again. I'm spending so much time on this forum but I'm too scared usually to post anything. Feeling very anxious right now. I'm going to sleep soon. I just hope the anxiety will be gone when I wake up. But probably not. :(

Oh and don't feel scared to post! Especially not in this one... it's totally all over the place... kittens, dogs, food, sloths, memes... kitchen sinks....

 

[Soulless_Angel]

that's in fridge cooling, now making fudge! just coz

 

[Jean4]

Ok... so friend thinks I'm suicidal again.... ugh... just because I said sleep was good... bah.


Oh and don't feel scared to post! Especially not in this one... it's totally all over the place... kittens, dogs, food, sloths, memes... kitchen sinks....

So am I suicidal for not sleeping?

 

[Carina]

So am I suicidal for not sleeping?

well I may have mentioned sleep is good.... and deep sleep... and he read between the lines....

I may have taught him too well lol


Although yeah, he'd probably say yes if he knew you lol.

 

[Jean4]

 

[Root]

Welcome! No need to be scared to post. We talk about anything here. What's causing the anxiety? Do you know?

Thank you! It's the fact that I have to wake up tomorrow and do things. My mother also called and was worried that am I going to kill myself. I feel so bad for her.

 

[Carina]

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I wish lol--mine aren't big enough for that lol well I guess I still am, but still

 

[Jean4]

Thank you! It's the fact that I have to wake up tomorrow and do things. My mother also called and was worried that am I going to kill myself. I feel so bad for her.

If it helps, do what I do. Every morning I come here and write a list of things you need to do. Then come back and report you did it.

I start off my list with shower and brush teeth because I wasn't doing it. ;)

that's in fridge cooling, now making fudge! just coz

Go fudge!
I'm not hungry so I am forcing myself to eat

 

[Root]

If it helps, do what I do. Every morning I come here and write a list of things you need to do. Then come back and report you did it.

I start off my list with shower and brush teeth because I wasn't doing it. ;)

Go fudge!

Yeah I'll try that! Listening to music helps a little bit. Listening to this rn.

Edit: damn wrong link

 

[Sensei]

Check in
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Sensei's in da house. Barely conscious, but alright.

 

[Carina]

Sensei's in da house. Barely conscious, but alright.

yay---well for the alright at least :)

 

[Jean4]

Sensei's in da house. Barely conscious, but alright.

Maybe that is why I had insomnia. You ignored me yesterday

 

[Carina]

!#$^@%Y&^ my friend is overly paranoid that I'm suicidal.... like come on! Name one thing that makes me seem that way... not you people, you've got a list that'd fill a skyscraper.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Baking bread—haven't bought grocery store bread since December:)

 

[Jean4]

Baking bread—haven't bought grocery store bread since December:)

Pictures!

 

[LegaliseIt!]

@Sensei, halfway through the week! You've got this:)

 

[Carina]

Baking bread—haven't bought grocery store bread since December:)

Pictures!

yes pictures!!!

I haven't made bread in so long, I want to see bread made so I can remember what homemade looks like!

 

[Jean4]

 

[Carina]

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I'd be more like 'where do you see yourself in 5 years?' 'dead'

 

[BooGirl]

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Unfortunately not

 

[LegaliseIt!]

yes pictures!!!

I haven't made bread in so long, I want to see bread made so I can remember what homemade looks like!

I am using a bread machine, so it looks funny, but tastes good.

 

[Carina]

I am using a bread machine, so it looks funny, but tastes good.

I have a bread machine too :)

Granted I prefer making it by hand, but I have one of those too :)

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Also, changed my avatar because I felt so embarrassed after posting my PTSD story.

 

[Carina]

Also, changed my avatar because I felt so embarrassed after posting my PTSD story.

Aww, why embarrassed? I mean we're all pretty much laying it all out there here.. like.. not holding back. I know you can still feel exposed and all, but you don't need to :)

I'm sure many of us have said things here that we'd never tell someone in person..


But hey, if you feel embarrassed, that's fine too--change the avatar however you want.

 

[Jean4]

I'm taking a nap