Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
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Morning World, well its almost lunchtime, sorry I simply cannot keep up with this thread but I love reading through it
Shop around different labs. They usually have different costs especially if a high deductible plan.Yea I've stopped googling conditions and instead google the cost of all the medical tests I'll need all year in preparation for my liver surgery that my SHITTY ASS INSURANCE is going to barely cover. I may just ctb and spare my family the medical costs and me filing bankruptcy.
Morning!! Crappy night trying to sleep. I'm still in bed, and let's see if I do laundry today.Morning World, well its almost lunchtime, sorry I simply cannot keep up with this thread but I love reading through it
We don't have that in New York!!! I know it's all you people eat lol.chip shop lunch for me today as can't be bothered to cook!!
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I am not crying when I woke up, but in a complete brain fog from all the marijuana I took last night to try to get sleep. It didn't work. I'm in a very bad cycle.Woke up, got cleaned up, went to work, ready for bed (I'm falling asleep already ugh).
yep took my pills. Not gonna lie, I have the phrase "why am I even bothering" when I take them, make appointments, etc.... but I did it anyway.I am not crying when I woke up, but in a complete brain fog from all the marijuana I took last night to try to get sleep. It didn't work. I'm in a very bad cycle.
I brushed my teeth. Took my pills (Did you @Carina)? Made coffee and got back in bed.
I am going to try to get real job things done.
Today hopefully
1. Brush teeth 2x day. (I got in 1)
2. Shower (will make it 2 days in a row)
3. Wash cat dishes
4. Clean cat box
5. Laundry
Real job stuff
@Squiddy when you wake up take your meds!!!
Good morning and I am so proud of you for leaving the house!!! I do know the effort it takes, and the fact that you are having a quasi good day.Hello all, I hope you're all feeling okay today managed to leave the house for a little bit today which has been really hard recently.
I will answer why are you bothering. We are bothering just to do things that any normal person would do. Something so simple that others take for granted. 2020. Let's try to do things that make us a part of society.. like taking our meds and showering.yep took my pills. Not gonna lie, I have the phrase "why am I even bothering" when I take them, make appointments, etc.... but I did it anyway.
At work now... so totally gonig to have sporadic and missing of posts.
Good morning and I am so proud of you for leaving the house!!! I do know the effort it takes, and the fact that you are having a quasi good day.
Just a suggestion and something I am trying for the New Year. I come here and write a list of things I want to do. Even if it is as simple as showering and brushing teeth (which I don't do.) Report if you do it. Take pics if you need to for accountability.
It helped me yesterday and I got most of the list done.
Come here and @Squiddy will keep you in line.Thank you! That's really good idea. Most days I struggle with basic things so it might help :)
That's really good, I'm glad that it's helping you to look after yourself. I think I might need to do it too, I'm useless at self care.Come here and @Squiddy will keep you in line.
I brushed my teeth this morning. I can't tell you the last time I did that. It helps.
Make your list when you wake up and post it. If you can't do it, no beating yourself up.That's really good, I'm glad that it's helping you to look after yourself. I think I might need to do it too, I'm useless at self care.
Go for it and let us know when you do it :)Okay, well today I still need to atleast take a shower, brush my teeth and wash up. So I'll give it a go
You think? LolOK, seriously need to remember to scroll down when on this site at work... the top logo does not look good if someone oversees it.
You can change it mine makes me look like I'm on a car siteOK, seriously need to remember to scroll down when on this site at work... the top logo does not look good if someone oversees it.
You can change it mine makes me look like I'm on a car site
I, too, commend you for leaving the house today. I also know how difficult it is sometimes just to get out of bed and leave your house. Never mind doing things like showering, doing dishes, taking out the trash, etc. I struggle with all of those things as well.Hello all, I hope you're all feeling okay today managed to leave the house for a little bit today which has been really hard recently.
Mine is Incognito Dark. . . Because I'm so dark and mysterious.down bottom of page is mode right down bottom red bar, I chose incognito light
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OMg I could freaking hug you.down bottom of page is mode right down bottom red bar, I chose incognito light
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I, too, commend you for leaving the house today. I also know how difficult it is sometimes just to get out of bed and leave your house. Never mind doing things like showering, doing dishes, taking out the trash, etc. I struggle with all of those things as well.
Sometimes I don't even go outside and get my mail for more than a week at a time.
The thing that really annoys me is that you do things like dishes or taking a shower and before you know it, you have to turn around and do it again. Sometimes it just seems pointless to me to do it because I know I'm gonna have to do it again in the near future.
Today I'm going to go get my mail for the first time in nearly a week as well as taking my trash out. For once, me not knowing what day it is actually worked out well for me because it's a holiday week, so the trash goes out a day later than usual. Therefore, I didn't miss it this week. YEA! Then I also have to do my dishes and get my kitchen cleaned up AGAIN and take a shower. After all that, I'll probably be so dizzy and exhausted that I'll have to get back in bed.
Mine is Incognito Dark. . . Because I'm so dark and mysterious.
His profile says he was last seen at 9:28 PM last night. I know he stayed up with me until well after midnight my time on New Year's Eve. I hope he's okay. Maybe sleeping?Go for it and let us know when you do it :)
**** Has anybody seen @realjunes ****
That's fine. He was on last night. Just was concerned he was silent here. I was up late chatting with @Squiddy so she may be sleeping.His profile says he was last seen at 9:28 PM last night. I know he stayed up with me until well after midnight my time on New Year's Eve. I hope he's okay. Maybe sleeping?
Wow, I didn't knew there was incognito mode. Thank you very much.down bottom of page is mode right down bottom red bar, I chose incognito light
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Good afternoon!!Wow, I didn't knew there was incognito mode. Thank you very much.
That happens to me too. Maybe I don't understand how the active status thing works.the only bit I have never worked out is why when I turn off active status sometimes it still shows me as active! so frustrating!