the miracle

[Darkover]

i was brought alive to live out my misery here
this shit place brought me alive to live out my misery here in this hellhole
shitty machine equals shitty lifetime
forced life forced in and out of life at anytime
emotions serve no purpose other than to enslave us
we are at the mercy of our irrational emotions
lefted to feel repressed and fragmented by the environment
doomed inside a shithole and hellhole earth
we could never be free so long as we are enslaved inside this awful shit in this shithole and hellhole
even if by chance you get another lifetime here i would still be facing the same set of challenges and the same shitty environment
it would be far better to just never exist at all
the miracle is to never exist at all

 

[FuneralCry]

Never existing at all and being completely unaware of this hellish reality certainly sounds like the best thing possible to me, I just think that having the ability to exist truly is so dreadful and unnecessary, only non-existence is acceptable to me, existence itself is just a tragic horrific mistake in the first place. I agree that it's always better to not exist as without existence one cannot suffer.