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SuffrInSilence

SuffrInSilence

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Sep 22, 2022
41
For me? Memento mori by crywank.
Was why by NF but crywank is a mood rn. What's yours?
 
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ilovemybed

Member
Dec 5, 2022
29
innocence by nathan wagner. really heart wrenching when i listen to it at night
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,714
If you mean the last song that I would listen to before I ctb then certainly Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. It's certainly my favourite piece of music and I find it to be calming. I've mentioned it on here many times before.
 
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GentlyFading

GentlyFading

seasoned lurker (*ノωノ)ᵉᵉᵏ
Dec 28, 2021
50
For me it's "Last Words of a Shooting Star" by Mistki <3
 
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flyingtopluto

flyingtopluto

Member
Dec 2, 2022
13
At the moment it would be, A Sadness Runs Through Him - The Hoosiers.
 
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SuffrInSilence

SuffrInSilence

Member
Sep 22, 2022
41
For me it's "Last Words of a Shooting Star" by Mistki <3
I am actually listening to all of these and liked them, this is definitely going on my playlist. I've heard Mitski but not this song
 
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almaranthine

almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
615
Before my suicide attempt in 2017, the last song I played was Prove Yourself by Radiohead
 
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mineko

Member
Jan 13, 2021
28
Seasons in the Sun by Terry Jacks
 
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Winterreise

Experienced
Jun 27, 2022
289
Probably my own composition that I dedicated to my parent's
The only work that I did well, and people liked
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Probably my own composition that I dedicated to my parent's
The only work that I did well, and people liked
Those who compose one successful work, are truly capable another and another, if they live long enough to do so.😎
 
burdenox

burdenox

“You are all the things that are wrong with you”
Nov 10, 2020
28
based crywank enjoyer <3
I'd have to make a playlist for the day but the last song? Probably this one:

Euthanasia- Will wood
 
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Seiko

Seiko

"Nothing's gonna hurt you, baby."
Jul 9, 2021
167
Probably anything by Cigarettes After Sex, Mazzy Star, Current Joys, Beach House, Cocteau Twins, or similar.
 
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actual_fox

actual_fox

Arcanist
Sep 15, 2022
469
based crywank enjoyer <3
I'd have to make a playlist for the day but the last song? Probably this one:

Euthanasia- Will wood

Will the mouse ever escape the cube of saturn?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,370
'Reverie' by Claude Debussy- beautiful piece of music. Possibly the version by Isao Tomita- reminds me of my Dad.
 
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deathissosad

deathissosad

I will find you in the afterlife my Nanes. -boov 😢
Nov 17, 2022
173
Too many to choose from but i think id go with
I dont want to set the world on fire - the ink spots
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,774
on the nature of daylight- max richter
 
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WaitingForMyRide

WaitingForMyRide

Order out of chaos
Sep 6, 2022
115
Don't fear the reaper.
 

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