hhtroc
Student
- Mar 22, 2025
- 108
Oh my fucking god, i have felt the only comfort in these days of panic from thinking of auicide and now I felt 1 percent better but still no hope and thinking that I will not exist anymore gave me a panic attack why the fuck do i have to suffer so much there is no alternative play, i have exhausted every option fucking hell, i am unloved unworthy life but the brain makes up excuses to prolong my suffering because on top of all my personality disorders i also have narcisism and i cant even die because im so self obsessed i am so ducking sad and i cant cry i jave no one sorry for the vent. Useless therapy tomorrow, i dont even know what they gon say, ill prolly be institutionalized again and get traumatized again im so fucking sad what did i do to deserve this, there is no greater meaning man, im just ugly with depressed parents and severly mentally ill from yeaes of abuse fuck. No one can handle this pain alone, it is breaking my brain.
