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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
419
Had a doc app today.. he just kept going on and fucking on about how im better than i was 2 years ago.. and juat wouldnt listen to hiw i feel today for a long time now, he looked at pallitive care for me.. due to my illness which i pulled back BY MYSELF and this jumoed up prick seems to like saying (we) .. The c**t forgot to tell me that id suffer whith severe bone loss, causing me constant pain in my spine,hips, knees and hands leaving me hardly able to walk let alone the fact i deal with H.E which is fucking hurting my brian so much let alone the lain it causes others around me .. when my head flips my mokds can turn .lets say not great.. i cant dress my self im watched while having a shower in case break a pissin bone my pain has got so bad im neckin codiene like gummi bears i dont sleep ... any way as the Dr was running late i went after 5 viles of blood been taken to check all sorts of ahit including my cancer markers.. and just went "your looking good, better than before" .. walked out and grabbed something to drink on my way home... with a fucked liver and kidneys at least it will calm the noise and pain for a while..

doctors are ass holes..i always thought they had that saying " Do no harm " its BS
 
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pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
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Had a doc app today.. he just kept going on and fucking on about how im better than i was 2 years ago.. and juat wouldnt listen to hiw i feel today for a long time now, he looked at pallitive care for me.. due to my illness which i pulled back BY MYSELF and this jumoed up prick seems to like saying (we) .. The c**t forgot to tell me that id suffer whith severe bone loss, causing me constant pain in my spine,hips, knees and hands leaving me hardly able to walk let alone the fact i deal with H.E which is fucking hurting my brian so much let alone the lain it causes others around me .. when my head flips my mokds can turn .lets say not great.. i cant dress my self im watched while having a shower in case break a pissin bone my pain has got so bad im neckin codiene like gummi bears i dont sleep ... any way as the Dr was running late i went after 5 viles of blood been taken to check all sorts of ahit including my cancer markers.. and just went "your looking good, better than before" .. walked out and grabbed something to drink on my way home... with a fucked liver and kidneys at least it will calm the noise and pain for a while..

doctors are ass holes..i always thought they had that saying " Do no harm " its BS
Doctors are nothing but legalised drug pushers and only care about money.
Fuck em all.
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
419
True i mean in the UK it never used to be like that .. but now
True i mean in the UK it never used to be like that .. but now
Its a shit show..
 
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divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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Im more fucked up cause of doctors only a few percent of them are good
 
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pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
161
Im more fucked up cause of doctors only a few percent of them are good
My Doctor never informed me of the dangers of coming off effexor ( venlafaxine ).
I ended up with pssd and have never been the same since.
 
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divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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My Doctor never informed me of the dangers of coming off effexor ( venlafaxine ).
I ended up with pssd and have never been the same since.
Oh antidepressant withdrawls are hell! I stay on mine just cause the withdrawls are to brutal. Im sorry <3
 
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pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
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Oh antidepressant withdrawls are hell! I stay on mine just cause the withdrawls are to brutal. Im sorry <3
Thanks.
Im glad you stayed on them, I wouldnt want you to experience PSSD ever.
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,796
When I see my doctors, I feel like all they're thinking about is how many other patients they have to see that day. I'm just a number.
 
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