Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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i find it awful fucking interesting that the people that "want" to help me, that "actually" give a fuck on a different level ALWAYS FUCKING DITCH ME WHEN I NEED THEM, but the people that hurt me, the ones im better off without, are there...asking if im ok.
you fucking assholes want me to be ok,, but dont do shit when the dark side calls.
living hurts and every second feels like another reason to die...
context:
i asked one of my "friends" if we could talk, right after mentioning ive been feeling like ive been lacking personal space from males. he says sure, sends me 1 message then disappears for the weekend. randomly comes back today "i was gone and forget to tell you".
i wish people would just fuck off.
he didnt even say sorry, which honestly im a little glad for thanks to my fucking exSO. because of him everythings my fault and i feel like shit now. another one that was suppose to give a shit only adding to my bullshit.
he still hasnt even answered when i called him on it "what happened to talking?". probably has some stupid reason if hes going to answer at all, which he probably wont.
im so fucking sick of humans
"if you killed yourself id think about all the things we could have done" JUST TALK TO ME. but apparently thats to fucking difficult for anyone. just hand me the fucking gun
you fucking assholes want me to be ok,, but dont do shit when the dark side calls.
living hurts and every second feels like another reason to die...
context:
i asked one of my "friends" if we could talk, right after mentioning ive been feeling like ive been lacking personal space from males. he says sure, sends me 1 message then disappears for the weekend. randomly comes back today "i was gone and forget to tell you".
i wish people would just fuck off.
he didnt even say sorry, which honestly im a little glad for thanks to my fucking exSO. because of him everythings my fault and i feel like shit now. another one that was suppose to give a shit only adding to my bullshit.
he still hasnt even answered when i called him on it "what happened to talking?". probably has some stupid reason if hes going to answer at all, which he probably wont.
im so fucking sick of humans
"if you killed yourself id think about all the things we could have done" JUST TALK TO ME. but apparently thats to fucking difficult for anyone. just hand me the fucking gun