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jellie

jellie

Student
May 9, 2023
106
my partner and I are a bit kinky and he recently choked me out just the the verge of losing consciousness.
my preferred method would be partial suspension so I wonder if it would feel similar because it is applying pressure in the same places? does anyone know if it will feel similar? I think that if it does it may give me some peace to know that my death will not feel so scary. I am not planning on CTB soon but it feels like an inevitability so I like to plan for it.

it has been a while since I posted or frequented this site but it feels good to be back and see that I am not alone in my feelings and fantasies of catching the bus.
 
oofuf

oofuf

hope is the seed of despair
Feb 13, 2023
56
I don't know how it feels to be choked by someone else, I have however tried partial hanging.
From my experience you get dizzy, your vision gets dark and after that you start losing control of your limbs.
 

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