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i am so lainpilled :3 (? days left)
- Apr 15, 2023
- 264
have stuff prepared. staying alive this long was a bust so just completing what i should have years ago. i'm far too sick and broken for this world. not even gonna bother with a letter. i suppose in some ways this can be considered a digital one but also what's done is done. the things that have driven me to this point have already happened. all that is left is the present. nothing more for me. i might finally go tonight. might not. hoping for the former. it feels so strange to be so close to what i have desired for years. i have the power to determine whether i continue to suffer/live or become free/pass on. i hope i make the right choice
