The End.

[Alessa_Silent_Doll]

The End.

Don't try to understand
Or you may harm me,
Never asked for this
And still, you force me.

Turn off the lights please
They are watching me,
I need to disappear,
Be unseen,
or they will take me.
I'm afraid of speak up,
You will never understand,
Because is not my mind,
But the real life.

It is I who is sick?
Or, it is you who never truly try?
We both know the "drill"
But you only prolongs my ill.

You might believe have a cure,
But the wounds been longer than you,
Yet, you proceed again,
And only red is what I see.

Peace is what I seek,
Is what I dream,
And again, you gave me pills,
And I am here numb, ill...like C.B.T..

Alessa.

 

[CW36]

Clickbait.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't really understand the first reply, like the person who started the thread is just posting a poem, it's some people's way to express their feelings which is what the forum is intended for, a place for suicidal people to be open about wanting to die, they have every right to post about it in the way they wish to. Thank you for sharing the poem and you don't deserve to be insulted in what is supposed to be a safe space for suicidal people, your poem is very well written, it's sad how there are people on here who insult those who suffer. I wish you the best and your poem is appreciated, take no notice of those who are insensitive.

 

[ButterflyDream]

Enjoyed your poem, sister

 

[CW36]

I don't really understand the first reply, like the person who started the thread is just posting a poem, it's some people's way to express their feelings which is what the forum is intended for, a place for suicidal people to be open about wanting to die, they have every right to post about it in the way they wish to. Thank you for sharing the poem and you don't deserve to be insulted in what is supposed to be a safe space for suicidal people, your poem is very well written, it's sad how there are people on here who insult those who suffer. I wish you the best and your poem is appreciated, take no notice of those who are insensitive.

Oh dear. Your negativity is beyond belief. You're clearly not the brightest bulb in the box if you can't workout what's wrong here.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Oh dear. Your negativity is beyond belief.

How am I supposed to be positive when I don't see shit positive?
-eminem

 

[Alessa_Silent_Doll]

Clickbait.

I understand where your assumptions came from, I did not explain the why of those screenshots. However, Do I need to explain myself to have your validation or positive reaction? And also, "Clickbait", seriously? I am open to constructive criticism, I am always eager to learn from my own mistakes or listen up what other people has to say, I am not perfect. But in the end, you are trying to turn this into your own game for personal satisfaction: Looking for the approval and validation of your assumption(s) from other people who might agree with your comment, and consequently, pulling down the real message behind.

Now, do I really gain anything by expressing myself here? No, I don't think so, and yet some people liked it, which feels good, but that is it. No more no less.

Warm regards,
Alessa