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random496677

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Mar 18, 2023
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im so mentally checked out its crazy. im so done everyday its something nrw. its something bad thats going to happen to me. I dont think i can make it any further. I'm struggling so much when am i ever going to see the light. bro and i just be chilling doing nothing wrong in the world but trying to maje it by and exist. why does these happen to me what did i ever do to deserve this. Im going to end it real soon. I dont even know why i thought it was good idea to continue when i keep coming back to feeling this way. im done im done im done im seriously finish i cant take it anymore fr.
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
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What's your method?
 
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_Alfarooq_

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Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
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im so mentally checked out its crazy. im so done everyday its something nrw. its something bad thats going to happen to me. I dont think i can make it any further. I'm struggling so much when am i ever going to see the light. bro and i just be chilling doing nothing wrong in the world but trying to maje it by and exist. why does these happen to me what did i ever do to deserve this. Im going to end it real soon. I dont even know why i thought it was good idea to continue when i keep coming back to feeling this way. im done im done im done im seriously finish i cant take it anymore fr.
Neither can I take my life anymore and the people around me giving me grief. It is disgusting and it is giving me the desire to CTB.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It sounds really dreadful being trapped in that situation, existence is just too cruel, I hope you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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OpheliasFlowers

OpheliasFlowers

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Apr 2, 2019
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Im so sorry you've reached this level of despair and hopelessness, but I get it...Im right there in the same boat.

Just wanted to let you know someone out here understands and I hope you can find a tiny bit of solace or comfort in that. And mostly, for what its worth, I hope things will turn around and get better for you, although I also understand that when things reach this degree of bleakness its hard to think things getting better is even a possiiblity.

Sending you support. :heart:
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Sorry you have to go through this. I hope you can find peace!
 
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Mar 13, 2020
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I'm sorry, I follow and feel your Exact sentiment's. My Peace I give you, forever and Always. ♥
 
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