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iwantitover

iwantitover

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Jun 19, 2025
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Everything has arranged im simply waiting for a certain this date this month to ctb then hopefully I'll go as soon a possible I've finally come to peace with death
 
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fedup1982

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Jul 17, 2025
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I'm glad that you've found peace. I've been in your position before though, and my advice is have a backup plan for if your attempt fails, since only 1 in 20 attempts are successful. I fked up big time a few times, so that's my heart felt advice!!
 
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iwantitover

iwantitover

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Jun 19, 2025
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I'm glad that you've found peace. I've been in your position before though, and my advice is have a backup plan for if your attempt fails, since only 1 in 20 attempts are successful. I fked up big time a few times, so that's my heart felt
Thanks I have a backup method incase I fail
I'm glad that you've found peace. I've been in your position before though, and my advice is have a backup plan for if your attempt fails, since only 1 in 20 attempts are successful. I fked up big time a few times, so that's my heart felt
Thanks I have a backup method incase I fail
 
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fedup1982

Wizard
Jul 17, 2025
631
Thanks I have a backup method incase I fail

Thanks I have a backup method incase I fail
Thats something certainly but I meant a backup for axtually living in case CTB doesnt work because i had backup methods, 4 methods in total but they were all failures
 
iwantitover

iwantitover

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Jun 19, 2025
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Thats something certainly but I meant a backup for axtually living in case CTB doesnt work because i had backup methods, 4 methods in total but they were all failures
Damn that's nuts I'll probably plan that then just in case
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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Nightfoot

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Aug 7, 2025
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I hope you find relief from your suffering.
 
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FadingSnowFake

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Nov 25, 2024
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Truly sorry for where you find yourself and the pain this life has caused you. Wishing you only the best, and sending love on this journey, whatever may happen.
 

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