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keiangel1

loser lol
Feb 19, 2026
5
I do not want to kill myself. I want someone to do it for me. Not just some random psycho though. I want it to be someone who loves me so dearly they'll liberate me from this life even if it condemns them in turn. I've had this long running fantasy about bleeding out in someone's arms while they comfort me. Or them embracing me and telling me how much they love me before pulling the trigger and blowing my fucking brains out (not in that way you perv). I want them to cannibalize me after, so I can be with them in the most intimate way (though I have to ignore the fact that they'll shit me out later lol). And they'll load me up with a bunch of drugs before anything so that everything will be painless and euphoric and it'll just be like falling asleep.
 
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emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
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same except for that cannibalism part.
 
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likeacatinthedark

New Member
May 20, 2026
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ohmygosh this would truly be so transcendent
 
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Jadeith

Warlock
Jan 14, 2025
710
Personally i find cannibalistic part a tad too extreme to my liking but dying in loved one's arms is a dream that will never come true. Not for me at least, since the ones that have anything similar to love for me, won't let me die. Guess their love doesn't reach far enough to set me free.
 

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