The day you get it done

[OnMyLast Legs]

When do you kick the bucket? I keep floating half-assed suicide days "this weekend," or "next week..." and I can never do it despite or perhaps because of steady depression. It seems like a lot of people here set a date. Is that the best way to get it done?

 

[gunmetalblue11]

If things go to plan, I'll be catching my bus on April fools day.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

If things go to plan, I'll be catching my bus on April fools day.

Ugh. I definitely don't want to live 3.5 more months

 

[traingirl]

Setting a date gives me anxiety. I just have to wait for a random day when I'm mentally and physically prepared.

When do you kick the bucket? I keep floating half-assed suicide days "this weekend," or "next week..." and I can never do it despite or perhaps because of steady depression. It seems like a lot of people here set a date. Is that the best way to get it done?

 

[gunmetalblue11]

Ugh. I definitely don't want to live 3.5 more months

I get you, I have no choice though I'm waiting for my cat to pass first.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I get you, I have no choice though I'm waiting for my cat to pass first.

Ah. I just gave away my snakes & lizards. But I understand waiting for a cat's euthanasia date.

 

[UserFromNowhere]

I don't like setting a date, the day it'll happen is when it one of the many days where it becomes unbearable to face reality, and it will only be because that day is when I'm unable to pull myself back. No matter how decent I feel, there's bound to be another attempt, and eventually it'll take me past the point of no return. My suicidal tendencies are part of my life, I can try to hold it back, but it's going to happen eventually.

 

[gunmetalblue11]

Ah. I just gave away my snakes & lizards.

I'm sorry you had to do that, must have been hard.

 

[blooming]

I will trust my intuition. I don't have a set day because I don't want to put more pressure on myself and I don't know when I'll do it. But I know I will inevitably give in at some point.

 

[marksofdespair]

Setting a date gives me anxiety. I just have to wait for a random day when I'm mentally and physically prepared.

This is how I feel. This past I booked a hotel for this Wednesday and the anxiety and depression have been eating me alive I'm going crazy. I feel like an impulse suicide is best as it gives you no times for regrets or to overthink too much.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

This is how I feel. This past I booked a hotel for this Wednesday and the anxiety and depression have been eating me alive I'm going crazy. I feel like an impulse suicide is best as it gives you no times for regrets or to overthink too much.

I like to think I'll reach some place of peace and resolution where I know death is the best path. Then I'll calmly carry out my intent. But that kind of mental clarity and strong will is exactly what's missing in depression.

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

I'm considering tomorrow but I had also considered this Friday and Saturday and that obvs did not happen. Plenty of days left to do it. But I did finally take the SN out of the box it came in so I'm probably getting close to using it.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

A shotgun is basically euthanasia. Painless and certain. It is the Rolls Royce of suicide methods and I can afford one. It's time to put one foot in front of the other.