
SadLoser
Member
- Jul 31, 2021
- 87
I don't see how I manage to turn off every single woman who ever shows interest in me. I always reciprocate, compliment them, treat them with respect, listen and remember details about them. They describe me as sweet and kind and all that, but their attraction always dies very soon after.
Recently I had unpaid sex for the first time with a girl I met through friends. She would compliment me, get flirty especially when drunk, she described me as sweet and caring to my friends, had me saved as "*my name* hot" in her phone. Said we should do it again. I really wanted to have something with her, I really liked her. But then it just died down. She stopped texting me as enthusiastically, she would take much longer to reply, stopped texting me first, now she ignores my texts completely, in person she acts cold and distant now.
I just hate how this is how all my interactions with women go. Even when they make the first move, they STILL lose interest in me almost immediately. I don't understand what they find so repulsive about me as a person.
For once i'd like to have some kind a connection with a girl, to love and care for someone and also get that in return.
But all I ever get is rejected and I can't take it anymore. I can't sleep at night, I need to curl up in a ball because I feel physically ill thinking about it. I find it extremely difficult to get out of bed most mornings. I have 0 energy. How can I love myself if no one else loves me? I got a glimpse of what it was like, it felt absolutely amazing. I wish it would last.
Recently I had unpaid sex for the first time with a girl I met through friends. She would compliment me, get flirty especially when drunk, she described me as sweet and caring to my friends, had me saved as "*my name* hot" in her phone. Said we should do it again. I really wanted to have something with her, I really liked her. But then it just died down. She stopped texting me as enthusiastically, she would take much longer to reply, stopped texting me first, now she ignores my texts completely, in person she acts cold and distant now.
I just hate how this is how all my interactions with women go. Even when they make the first move, they STILL lose interest in me almost immediately. I don't understand what they find so repulsive about me as a person.
For once i'd like to have some kind a connection with a girl, to love and care for someone and also get that in return.
But all I ever get is rejected and I can't take it anymore. I can't sleep at night, I need to curl up in a ball because I feel physically ill thinking about it. I find it extremely difficult to get out of bed most mornings. I have 0 energy. How can I love myself if no one else loves me? I got a glimpse of what it was like, it felt absolutely amazing. I wish it would last.