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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
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So i fucked up royally, i finally managed to make myself pass out, i started dreaming something i don't remember and then woke up with the whole closet i used as an anchor point on top of me, my nose is bruised and swollen, it was bleeding a little but stopped and i think i hit my head, what the fuck do i do now?
How do i tell if i have a nose fracture?
I don't think i want to kill myself at the moment anymore, holy fucking shit
 
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Worndown

Worndown

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Partial or full, both need a solid anchor.

For future reference, that should be one of the first things you need to identify before proceeding.

Sorry this literally collapsed.
It sounds like you had it.
 
Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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So i fucked up royally, i finally managed to make myself pass out, i started dreaming something i don't remember and then woke up with the whole closet i used as an anchor point on top of me, my nose is bruised and swollen, it was bleeding a little but stopped and i think i hit my head, what the fuck do i do now?
How do i tell if i have a nose fracture?
I don't think i want to kill myself at the moment anymore, holy fucking shit
I am so sorry but please why do you test such a dangerous thing?
Whenever i tested and practiced hanging once i was nearly unconscious i took off the noose otherwise one can get a horrible once you get unconscious . Imagine you were unconscious for 5 minutes with the noose tightened on your neck and then you would take it off then you would have brain damage now.
So my point is please everyone here be careful when you practice hanging and as soon when you are nearly unconscious take off the noose immediately
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
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I am so sorry but please why do you test such a dangerous thing?
Whenever i tested and practiced hanging once i was nearly unconscious i took off the noose otherwise one can get a horrible once you get unconscious . Imagine you were unconscious for 5 minutes with the noose tightened on your neck and then you would take it off then you would have brain damage now.
So my point is please everyone here be careful when you practice hanging and as soon when you are nearly unconscious take off the noose immediately
I wasn't testing it, i wanted to die
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

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Oct 4, 2025
152
Oh then I am so sorry it didn't work and I really hope the pain will go away. Do you feel like your head explodes?
No, not really, the back of my eyes kinda hurt, and my nose of course (i don't think it's broken though, i applied ice)
 
totno

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Nov 1, 2025
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Hey if you don't mind me asking, do you think you know how long it took you to pass out? Also, what type of knot did you use?
 
Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
No, not really, the back of my eyes kinda hurt, and my nose of course (i don't think it's broken though, i applied ice)
Did you sit in the air when you did partial hanging or how did you attempt?
Do you have a stronger anchor point available?
 
Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
152
Hey if you don't mind me asking, do you think you know how long it took you to pass out? Also, what type of knot did you use?
I didn't even notice i was blacking out, it just happened. Literally, i kneeled down for maybe 5 seconds and i woke up on the floor with the closet on top of me, i used a noose knot
Did you sit in the air when you did partial hanging or how did you attempt?
Do you have a stronger anchor point available?
I have a stronger anchor point, but it's out and has a opening where neighbors can see
 
OzymandiAsh

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Nov 6, 2025
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I guess you're gonna have to find something to weigh down the closet with.
 
Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
152
I guess you're gonna have to find something to weigh down the closet with.
I have a somewhat light barbell, i could put it inside the closet but i don't think it might be enough :(
 
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Nov 1, 2021
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I didn't even notice i was blacking out, it just happened. Literally, i kneeled down for maybe 5 seconds and i woke up on the floor with the closet on top of me, i used a noose knot

I'm sorry that this happened.

I have a question too. :) Did you have to apply a lot of pressure when you leaned into the noose and was it painful as you did this? Or was it easy and didn't take a lot of force? I'm asking, because a lot of people say they can't pass out from partial, and I tend to think they just don't apply enough pressure. So, I wonder how it went for you. How did it feel as you were leaning into the noose, before you passed out?

I have a somewhat light barbell, i could put it inside the closet but i don't think it might be enough :(

A light barbell definitely won't be enough. A closet is quite top-heavy, and it'd take a lot of weight to weigh it down safely. I wouldn't try using that closet again, unless you find another way to stabilise it. In my opinion, weighing it down is not a good solution here.
 
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Oct 4, 2025
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I'm sorry that this happened.

I have a question too. :) Did you have to apply a lot of pressure when you leaned into the noose and was it painful as you did this? Or was it easy and didn't take a lot of force? I'm asking, because a lot of people say they can't pass out from partial, and I tend to think they just don't apply enough pressure. So, I wonder how it went for you. How did it feel as you were leaning into the noose, before you passed out?
It hurt just slightly, i was getting fed up it wasn't working so instead of kneeling straight i literally sat down on the floor with my legs bent all the way, giving all the pressure possible while still touching the ground
 
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