Discussion The bucket list

[RealLostSoul]

What's your last things you want to finish/do before the end?

For me it's

- See some friends and family members for the last time
- Finish Wow (Playing it with a friend right now).
- Write all goodbye e-mails and letters (shit ton of work there)
- Finish a few songs I have left on my PC
- Finish 1-2 stories I have left on my PC
- Finish my paramedic studies (the only thing which I am done with now)
- Upload my video journal so people can see me if they wish to.

Especially the sending out/uploading things will be a pain if I choose to poison myself to death but I will most likely send everything out, shut off my phone, proceed to drive away to a desolated place (which I will have to predetermine first), bury a hole in the ground, take SN, jump in and join the collective. Alternatively I can CO ctb in the car or a tent in the woods. Not quite sure about the plan yet. Can't wait however.

 

[WornOutLife]

-Master the Japanese language
-Visit Japan
-Maybe love a girl again
-Buy a PS5 and new gaming PC
-Be fitness at least for some months
-Make my dad as happy as I can
-Play more frequently with my dog! (he lives with my parents and I rarely visit them so, I really miss Tomi)

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't really want to do much. Nothing in this life really interests me, and I think if I had a long list of things to do, would I really want to leave this earth? I kinda want to have a pet cow but that is unrealistic. Maybe visit some old graveyards. I think close to ctb I would write letters and listen to music.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

1. Go an entire year without crying. (I'm at ten days, very likely to succeed unless ctb occurs).
2. Lower bf% and gain muscle until I like my physique. (I want to cut the bf% in half without losing weight, prob years off).
3. Succeed at a vocational education and then get a job. (2-4 years, unlikely to actually happen).
4. Completely get over my inceldom. (Extremely unlikely to happen in full, but I've made huge strides since I joined the forum).
5. Get back into gaming. (Only hobby that has stuck around, so maybe it wasn't a good idea to ditch it. Maybe I should game even if I have anhedonia).
6. Ignore all of the above and get serious about dying.

 

[92MS]

I haven't put to much thought into it but for now all i want to do is to finish as many games as i can from my wishlist

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I guess it's just me who doesn't want anything

 

[Jumper Geo]

On my last day, I just want to finish all my favorite meals,




Cheers

Geo

 

[Walter]

- See my friends one last time
- Travel
- Buy new clothes
- Eat pizza and cake
- If it weren't because I'm going to suicide, maybe know love.
- And the best would be all of them together.

 

[All Things Must Pass]

- Finish WOW

How is this possible? Aren't those games made to be played forever?

-Master the Japanese language

Check out migaku.io and refold.la if you haven't already.

 

[sm20]

I'm listening to every album anthony fantano has given an 8 or above, then I'm going to listen through each of pitchfork's top 200 albums of the decades list from the 60s to the 2000s. That's about 1,400 albums, I'm doing 1 a day currently. After that there are a few games I want to play, but my wrists are in terrible shape and I need to start doing exercises so I'm able to use them again. Only game I'm interested in playing is The Last of Us Part II (I know some people don't like it but I thought lots of people had a really bad interpretation of the ending of the first game so with the route the 2nd game seems to have gone I'm not surprised some people didn't like the story) and GTA VI whenever that comes out. I used to love horror games but ever since I got hyperacusis/tinnitus I need to manage my stress levels or I'll never recover, or I could relapse once I do. Sadly my favorite genre for games and movies is gone forever.

I'm going to rewatch Paddleton, a movie about a terminal cancer patient who gets euthanized, but that's something I'm going to do right before I die if I decide to go that route. Given how many health issues I have now and the potential I have to go blind too, I kind of feel like I have a terminal illness already, and it's just a ticking time bomb lingering over my head.

 

[RealLostSoul]

How is this possible? Aren't those games made to be played forever?

Nah we are currently playing the TBC classic era. You know, they rereleased their game from the start when they saw how much of a success classic Runescape was. I was playing a lot of Wow classic when it was released 1 1/2 years ago but now the next/first expansion rereleased: TBC. I prefer the old game over retail because just the way MMORPGs were designed back than compared to today (back then it was gamers made games for gamers rather than multibillion companies trying to find good ways to trick people into playing). I could discuss this pretty lengthbut matter of fact is, I wanna finish the TBC era which will take some time but hopefully not too long. We are currently leveling two warlocks, my favorite class in the Blizzard franchise. I love the Outlands (the region of the expansion) and TBC in general, I will love going to raid and stuff there. That's what I wanna do before CTB. Some may argue that if I live long enough I'd see the next expansion WOTLK which will pretty sure be rereleased too in about 2 years, and yea that'd be a great expansion too but I'm not gonna make it until then, whatever.

Sry for that long ass post wtf.

-Master the Japanese language
-Visit Japan
-Maybe love a girl again
-Buy a PS5 and new gaming PC
-Be fitness at least for some months
-Make my dad as happy as I can
-Play more frequently with my dog! (he lives with my parents and I rarely visit them so, I really miss Tomi

That sounds like a good plan for the future! I hope you can make it. It feels like you have a lot of things that may give you a reason to keep going, they don't sound as finale as mine. I wish you Good luck!!

 

[WornOutLife]

Check out migaku.io and refold.la if you haven't already.

Thanks 4 sharing, dear.
I like immersion methods so I might give them a shot!
Fortunately, I've made lots of progress because I've been studying Japanese over a year in spite of my goddamn depression lol.

Hugs!!!

That sounds like a good plan for the future! I hope you can make it. It feels like you have a lot of things that may give you a reason to keep going, they don't sound as finale as mine. I wish you Good luck!!

You're so nice!
I'm really sorry this goddamn world is not good enough for us.

Hope you have a nice or at least decent weekend!

Hugs,

Matt