Story The beginning of the end

[virtually_anybody]

Hello all.

I made one of these once before.
I was so positive that I wanted to go anonymously then.
Didn't go through with it.
Hated myself ever sense.
Sometimes you gotta fail in order to succeed.

I tried to give life another chance, but it's still pointless. And feeling no desire or feeling feels worse than feeling everything at the same time.

I need to exit permanently.
This is not a hypothetical.
This isn't a wish, or a fleeting feeling.
This is a reality that needs to come true.

Hopefully this place can become my community before I'm gone.

Sidenote: if anyone is trying to CTB between now and Nov. 20 DM me. We can go together. I have SN and looking for my drug of choice and hopefully a plug for N.

 

[sanu189]

Where do you live ?

 

[fox_wannabe]

Hopefully this place can become my community before I'm gone.

You are welcome here.

 

[virtually_anybody]

Where do you live ?

I live in GA in the US

You?

You are welcome here.

Much appreciated

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine it must have been frustrating to be unable to go through with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Wanderingthroughdark]

I wish you good luck

 

[ClownMe]

Sorry you're in so much pain, i hope you find peace soon.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I'm sorry you're suffering I hope you find peace soon