I too have enjoyed seeing your posts. I will miss your presence and contributions. I'm glad you were here, however briefly, and appreciate your positive impact. At the same time, I also fully support your choice and your autonomy. I wish only for your well-being, whatever that looks like to you, and however much of it you can achieve within the limitations that are not in your control. That is the light and joy I connect with in this darkness and sadness, and imperfectly try to share with you.
Sending you positive feelings and supportive, calming hugs if they are wanted.