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St. Jimmy

St. Jimmy

Suicide commando that your mama talked about
May 3, 2020
251
Well boys and girls, we've made it this far. I'm going to get cleaned up and get everything set up, then I'll start working on the threads.

Thank you so much for coming this far with me. I don't know if I'll have the strength for this, but I have to try. 20200530 150524
 
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Nolye

Nolye

The hardest battles are fought in the mind.
May 3, 2020
74
I'm so sorry to see you go, I'm going to miss our conversations, my friend. I'd love to keep chatting with you, but I understand your wanting to find peace.

Whatever happens, I (and the whole community) will be here for you. Safe journey, Neko.
 
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St. Jimmy

St. Jimmy

Suicide commando that your mama talked about
May 3, 2020
251
I'm so sorry to see you go, I'm going to miss our conversations, my friend. I'd love to keep chatting with you, but I understand your wanting to find peace.

Whatever happens, I (and the whole community) will be here for you. Safe journey, Neko.
Thank you, Nolye ♡ this is painful, no matter which way it goes. I wish things could be easier. But I suppose that would be too simple, huh?

I sit here, with a smile on my face--something I don't do very often, anymore--just hating everything about this.

Okay. I'm going to try to clear my head.

Sigh.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
Don't think we have ever really crossed paths, but good luck with the path you chose, I hope you find peace either way.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
3,080
Looks nice and cozy hope it will end painlessly and not too uncomfortable since I assuming you are using SN.
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
972
We've never spoke, but I'm gonna miss reading your posts. I hope you find peace.
 
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sighingspider

sighingspider

Hi, How are you.
May 28, 2020
48
I hope whatever you are going to do, you will not regret. There is no wrong or correct choices, they are all right choices.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
I've enjoyed your posts, and trust everything works out the best way for you. x
 
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Nolye

Nolye

The hardest battles are fought in the mind.
May 3, 2020
74
Thank you, Nolye ♡ this is painful, no matter which way it goes. I wish things could be easier. But I suppose that would be too simple, huh?

I sit here, with a smile on my face--something I don't do very often, anymore--just hating everything about this.

Okay. I'm going to try to clear my head.

Sigh.
No, it's not going to be easy, unfortunately. However, if you're not ready, you can still walk away. No one here is going to judge you.

I'm going to miss you, but who knows, maybe we'll see each other again!
 
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HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
170
I hope everything turns out the way you want them to and maybe this way you finally find peace.
 
MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
Well I've seen some posts of yours and I'm truly sorry it has come to this.
We don't know each other but I wish you a safe journey,
If that's what you really want I wish you good luck. We are all here for you
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
I have enjoyed seeing your posts and want you to know that you are cared about among this community greatly.

Whatever you decide, I wish you peace and no pain. Sending love. x
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,726
I too have enjoyed seeing your posts. I will miss your presence and contributions. I'm glad you were here, however briefly, and appreciate your positive impact. At the same time, I also fully support your choice and your autonomy. I wish only for your well-being, whatever that looks like to you, and however much of it you can achieve within the limitations that are not in your control. That is the light and joy I connect with in this darkness and sadness, and imperfectly try to share with you.

Sending you positive feelings and supportive, calming hugs if they are wanted.
 
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Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
I wish you nothing but peace :hug:
 
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St. Jimmy

St. Jimmy

Suicide commando that your mama talked about
May 3, 2020
251
I can't even...

You guys...I really didn't think that I would be missed a whole lot. You guys have got me ugly crying, you know that? And I just got cleaned up :))

Thank you, each and every one of you. I'm honestly proud--yes, proud is a good word--to be able to be apart of such a wonderful community. I would usually find it difficult to be so positive and to try and be there for others, but not here. I'm so glad that my posts have made a positive impact for some of you.

This place has been a haven for me. I only ever wanted to give back by making it feel that way for others. Thank you, again and again. I really would have been more worse for wear had I not found this place, and you wonderful people.
 
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disconnection

disconnection

It's the blue hour again
Apr 24, 2020
312
Glad you're feeling so supported being here. Wishing you peace and sending lots of love :heart:
 
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